l-ovebeyondthestars ♥

2009-12-21T18:45:00.002+08:00

Dear readers,

I've MOVED :]

Ask me for new url.

2009-12-21T03:03:00.003+08:00

hello! Cousins are here so i can't really blog because they're snatching for the com everyday lol. Currently blogging via phone. Had fun for the past few days. Sleeping at around 3am everyday xp now we're all still awake playing cards! Haha. Fun filled! Went out for 18hours today, tired ttm yet i don't feel like sleeping ~ tmr going shopping!!
Oh yes i'm moving to another site, currently under maintenance but i'll still blog here, i guess :) i want to combine my private and public blog haha cool! Ask me to know the url, bye! Check out my tweets for updates lol x) still not ready to blog a proper post.
Night owls ftw!! Lol.

2009-12-17T16:11:00.005+08:00

credits : photobucket.com

Don't call me a stranger ,

Weird. I suddenly miss many things, things of all sorts :P
I miss my best friends. I miss my classmates. I miss my council mates. I miss my squadmates.
I miss the sec3s in NP Area 4 esp those enthu one in Puma for STC. I miss how Bravo got scoldings during our LMSC Course. I miss drill session. I miss tekaning the juniors :P
I miss sec3 camp at malaysia.
I miss my Primary School friends. Gathering tmr cause kenli is back ! To go or not?
And, I miss ...
HAHAHA. It's nice recalling all the events and the things we've done together.
I wish i can see them soon !!! (:

Oh yes, i wonder how will our campcraft turn out to be. All the other schools are having trainings whereas ours? ..... (no comments)
Seriously uh, there's something very wrong with our _ . Zzz.
I remember how hiong(?) the campcraft comp trainings in year 2007 were. So much difference! I remember all of us complaining because there's too much trainings. But now, not a single piece of shit. And i'm complaining because of it :/
Ahhhhhhhh, can't just let us conduct trainings, campcraft comp is once in 2years.
What enjoy holidays, enjoy for so long ?! O:
Okay. Just don't squeeze all the trainings when school reopen can already. I will just see how we fair in the comp and laugh ? last in singapore .......(HAHAHAHAHA IT'LL DEFINATELY BE JOKE OF THE YEAR!)
I just wanna make my NCO life a nice one :(
And probably, achieve something for the unit ...... (i doubt it'll happen now)

Alright, got to run. Battery's running low.

2009-12-17T00:26:00.002+08:00

A thousand words spoken.

Welcome Back Olivia! [:

OH MY GEE. I miss miko ttm :(
Spamming her messages like crazy, promised a hundred each day :P
Olay when you're back. All i can say is 'goodluck'.

What more can i do?

2009-12-15T16:27:00.002+08:00

I'll miss you !

Awwwww T_T Babe going off to bangkok early early morning tmr ~ :( :( :(
I read your blog already. You're welccomed hehe :] That's what friends are for right? :P
LOVE YOU MANY MANY !!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥
Remember to buy me presents/souvenirs! I want (green) nail polish! Hehe kidding :)
Don't buy for erherm so many things then i nothing uh! If you dare zhong se qing you ... (you'll get it when you're back!)
Enjoy yourself there and takecare!
Bon Voyage ! ♥

Go there don't think of so much things. Just relax ~ :]
After so long, you deserve it !

Alright, i think i'm going malaysia today to fetch my cousins out.
All guys -.- Nevermind, tmr i going shopping ~ WHEE ! Girls time out. I miss them ♥
And i'm left with chem homework, after so long :D
(except for those amaths/emaths/geog ques which i have no idea how to do)
Should i be happy? Lol.

Yup, got to go :] Bye.

2009-12-14T21:04:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday!

Hello! [:
Today's 14th Dec HAHA.

Happy Birthday to these 14dec babies :D

Happy Birthday Ching Na ! ♥

Haha. 15 years old already huh! We should really hang out someday. I miss talking to you and don't slack in Np anymore man! We're going to pass out, so come more often.
So we can bond more (LOL) Though we've alr gave up, we two bond lah :D
Hehe love you :]
Stay pretty and hyper!

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Happy Birthday SinYee ! ♥

I very lone don't have heart to heart talk with you alr :( cause we're in different class.
Not like last year, where we had fun teasing each other!
Miss you sister.

2009-12-13T23:14:00.003+08:00

One and only :]

'cause each of us will have our own unique self (:

Hello!
Changed my profile picture because i got nothing to do :P
I'm thinking of changing my blog layout too but i'm too lazy to do so.
I got so many things to blog but my fingers prevented me from typing them all out.
I .... I .... I ....
(Don't know what to say)

Oh and qianwen, really so funny meh? Haha.
Olivia should be having fun out of singapore, enjoy!
Zhabor, last long ah! (:
HJM, ONE MORE WEEK TO GO! Jiayou ~
Hope everyone's doing fun out there, i'm missing you guys so much!

Alright, 3 more weeks to school reopen.
Looking forward to 2010 (NOT) ?

In 40mins time, it'll be chingna's / terence's / sinyee's birthday!
Happy Birthday in advance !!
(Ps, must visit my blog tmr :P)

It's all about you.

2009-12-11T23:07:00.003+08:00

Gave up.

Hello!
Was talking to siaozhabor on the phone just now! MISS HER :(
Plus this zhabor will be flying next week, NO! O:
And i hope some _ will disappear from her life. Do what you want but don't you dare hurt her. B!

So yesterday, went to ECP for cycling with council mates - olive cyl hazel yvonne zhonghan zuoyi joel.
Cycled all the way to Changi :D The bikes caused alot of trouble for us.
After cycling, we headed for the beach!
They played cards to decide who should go down the water (the loser will) , funny.

My hair's flyinggggg ~ But i don't care :P
More photos @ FB.
I love the new facebook privacy thing :) Shiok ah shiok.
Hehe miko , can share secret liao.

And is there something wrong with the mixpod music? :/
No music for my blog currently!

I've gave up.
Man, just do what you all want,
'cause i won't care anymore.
Disappointed ......

2009-12-07T23:18:00.002+08:00

Way beyond control.

They're all i need ♥

Something bumped into my mind to let me think again :/
I thought about how a failure i was, in all kinds of aspect. Be it a daughter, a friend, a listening ear.
As a daughter, i've failed to respect my parents but giving them trouble everytime. They nagged, i complain. They scold, i talk back. Why haven't i notice what's their purpose of doing such things? It's not their fault at all. I believe that every parent out there want the best in their child so that they can be proud of us.
Yes, so stop complaining and just let them be happy. At least, for now.
As a friend, i've failed big time. I don't even care for their live/death. When they are in their darkest times, i'm not there to cheer them up. Well, at least for most circumstances. I failed to bring them to the right track, instead, i encouraged them to go on the wrong track. Even for that, they don't blame me at all. Yeah, just taking things for granted i guess. Maybe i've misunderstood the defination of a 'friend' for 'a person for me to use'.
I'm really suited to be a girl who sell fishes.
No use fretting over the past man, get on with life! Just treat your friend like a real friend. That's the best you can do. 2010.

So disappointed in myself but yet, i want to do my best in all the aspects of life.
Maybe just do my best in whichever roles i'm performing.
I'm prepared to do my best in year 2010, i promise (:
Oh well, just another random post of what i've been thinking in the afternoon.

2820) Learn to love life because its not gonna learn to love you.

(sgsecret.tumblr)

Mend the broken glasses.

crap crap crap !

2009-12-03T17:01:00.012+08:00

Hello hello i'm back !! :D i miss singapore yet i miss malaysia hehe. So contradicting. Anyw, i'm off to replenish my sleep? Shall post th next time round alright bye.

Edited edited edited.
Qianwen complain liao so let me edit abit abit abit hehheh see this hor qianwen don't complain anymore liao ! K ah so for th 7days i miss qianwen alot alot alot lol yay bye hope erherm dnt see this i dont want to die hehe.

Edited, friday !
Morning. Yeah i'm so loving this crappy post so i shall keep editing and editing till i want to post a proper post heheh i love to post with phone cause i'm simply to lazy to on my lappy oh yeah today early in th morning alr got a scolding from my mom sleep over 9am then start her nags ohwell call me an idiot with a devil's heart thats her defination of me how cool is that. And she nag and nag nonstop how can i enjoy my breakfast like that zz so i skipped my breakfast and did my housework with a blank expression my dad keep siding her too so i kept quiet for th whole of this morning cause i really have nothing to say and i don't want to involve myself in an argument kay enough of that ooh i love th weather now, rain rain rain so cooling heh let me plan what to do today i dont want to rot at home and it'd been a long time since i've been in contact with my physics chem amaths emaths geog hist and all th subjects under th world i'm so going to be dead i think my brain is turning rusty soon gosh i really feel guilty for doing nothing but wasting my time away for th past 4weeks shitz how how how i'm still left with so much work undone seriously i think there's a very big problem with my mind it's always telling me to leave my hw alone and play play play till i'm satisfied so crazy urgh d: alright maybe i should stop crapping so physics homework ?!

Editeddd again :P
Whoohoo, i finally did something today. Shall praise myself for this HAHA. I finish my physics tys and a few geog ques and SS SBQ :D LOL. Maybe it sounds like nothing to you all but many many things to me y'know! I'm left with amaths, chem and geog (alot) and english book summary. I think i'll complete in time(?) Hope so. Still need to do revision if not next year really GG. Errrr, my dad wants to repaint the whole house, or maybe only our rooms and living room. I WANT GREEEEEEEEN, definately hohos (YAY) :D Green FTW!!
OH YES MALAYSIA!
i miss my grandpa's durians, mangosteens, rambutans etcetc (: Malaysia rocks big time! I MISS SHOPPING IN KL! Shop like nobody's business and bought many things plus they're so cheap :P I wanna go there to shop again omg! Went to twin tower, my first time. Lol the people there are like anytime will steal your things ._. The mrt/lrt also very "developed" It's like only one third as compared to ours. Anyw, We went to johor, penang, KL and ipoh. I MISS THE FOOD! IPOH HORFAN! I MISS MY COUSINS :D Haha. Oh and a new baby cousin just came to see th world on 1st dec ^^ Cute. The funniest thing that happened is that my dad drove into the plantation area in th kampong and at th same time he was afraid that our car might be stuck because it just rained and the soil is so soft ._. But we went in into our granpa's plantation after all and i finally realised how durians grow. Lol. It's just the branch and th durian stick out. Damn cute coz there's even baby durians but i didn't take any pictures because i left my handphone/camera at grandpa's house D: The dog there keep chasing and smell us ewwwww O: However, it's cute cause when we're driving out, it keep stalking us and my dad got down the car use a stick to chase him away haha hilarious! Oh ya, we plucked our own rambutans, my first time LOL. Leant many things about fruits. Malaysia is darn cool, esp the kampong people. I think eeach household will have their own plantation. And early in the morning not even till 4am, there's already people waking up to go and collect their fruits or something aiya to go and work. I'm so amazed by how they live. They don't use the comp but play all those traditional games. Not like us who can't survive w/o the comp. They cycle, rollerblade and ride motorcycle!! Hehe my grandma taught me how to ride a motorbike too but i only start the engine then don't dare ride ._. Nevermind, next time round i will dare myself. Great challenge! Lol. I'm also amazed by the friendliness of the people there. You can just go to a shop to have your meal and you hear so many greetings. Haha it's like you know the whole kampong, i want that life!
Speaking of all this, i miss kampong life. 5days living in kampong is fun :P
But the tvee there very slow haha now then show little nyonya :D Oh yeah i love dai yang tian !! :X Love kim bum more hehe. Fa hua chi xP Not forgetting zhong ji san guo's lu bu, ma chao, zhao yun! Ahhh shuai dai le. Kay enough haha bye, go watch together first {:

Edited, saturday.
YOH! (: I can't believe i'm starting to play restaurant city again! I think i'm way too bored during the holidays HAHA. Oh myyy, san guo san guo san guo , addicted already! K Bye :P
Eh tmd ! Uploading of 100plus photos failed O: Nvm, i shall test my patience ._. Lucky sanguo pei me :D and i finally realise what is friends for sale all about, HAHA. Why am i playing all th funny games now?! :P

Edited, sunday!
Yay, going for shopping with my mum later on (L) ! Females world.

Edited!
Hey hey hey i'm back! (x yeah went to city hall to shop. Shop like hell, from 2plus until 9plus. Finally when i got to sit down, woah shiok ah haha. I bought one set of clothes, bag etc . Heheh! Quite happy ^^v but i still miss kl, cheaper and more varieties for us to choose heehs. Dad say he'll go back during christmas again yes! Shop shop shop. Oh yes, i met nam shen there haha and i'm real shock. Haha okay i know singapore is small :P his mom is quite pretty. and I still haven't buy my shoes, th only thing i lack!! O: Kay, watched that charity show and i'm really touched and impressed by th korean girl who's blind but her piano skills are awesome! She learnt it by herself w/o any teacher. Maybe god wants to give her a talent to let her shine though she's blind? Impressed. Alright, ciao !

2009-11-26T11:41:00.004+08:00

Away, back on 3rd Dec.

Good food, i'm coming!

I'll be back next Thursday.

Meanwhile, if there's anything important, hold your breath till then (:
I'll definately miss many people (L)
Take care & Enjoy yourselves!

Buh-Bye, don't miss me much. Just kidding!

Can't text for one week T_T

And i realised that,
I'm just pretending to be strong on the surface.

2009-11-24T22:19:00.004+08:00

3rd Week (:

I'm back after another week! Haha.
I'm too lazy to blog, so from no onwards i shall blog only once per week! (:
Sunday, Happy Birthday to Dad ♥ ! Love you many many.
And Happy marriage to biao jiu, 早生贵子 {:

I lazy to elaborate, picture speaks a thousand words.
Tada! (:

I HEART THE WHITE CAREBEAR !! ♥_♥

I LOVE THIS PHOTO ! :D I think it's cool haha.

Oh finally ~ !!
Took a long time to adjust the size ! O:
That's all about it.

And to shuai ge,
don't worry about anything and there's still me around if you think you don't have friends.
Come on man, where's the funny you?
Or the you that you've used to be?
Cheer up !!

i wonder where you're,
i wonder what you're thinking of tonight,
i wonder.

2009-11-16T23:14:00.005+08:00

2nd Week {:

Hello i'm back after MIA-ing for sooooooo long.
I'm lazy to blog :/
I apologise for any inconvenience caused (:

( Student Council ABC - 11 - 13 Nov ♥ )

Yes. Let me give you guys a short intro. Those are the satay women (me jocelyn and rachel)
It was so tough keeping the fire luh! Spider satays (L) Hahaha.
The best activity was the water activity :D
Crazy councillors running around, trying to splash water at each other.
Next, i would say is human cludoez ! Haha fun shouting across the canteen sabotaging others and acting as if i'm depressed over zhonghan's "death" while the other councillors were having a good laugh over our acting skills! (:
Oh and you should thank the sai kang warriors (me xx cai olive ...) for sacrificing our time by missing the best part of th camp (madnight) to cook food and at the end of the day, we're left with nothing but air for us to suck. Lol.
Anyway,

I ♥ ABC! Can we have another one?

( Class BBQ - 14th Nov ♥ )

Water Bomb (!)

Haha. Had fun chasing people and aiming bombs at them ^^v But failed in the end lol.
And playing like mad women as if we rule that place!
Piggyback, scream, shout :D

3E2'09
♥♥♥

Till then!
Me lazy to blog anymore hahaha.
Hope those who are in OBS camp have fun and enjoy yourselves :D
While people like me are rotting at home, waiting for dooms day lol.

Didn't attend geod field trip because i'm way too lazy.
I slept at 4.30am ytd because many things kept flashing through my mind.

Kay, going to school tmr to help out for the band concert.
It'd been a long time since i've wore blazer :P
I shall take many many many photos!
=D

2009-11-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

Uhhhhh ._.

seeeee the world as a nice place to be in (:

Hello i'm blogging again LOL.
I dont know what's wrong with my msn and i cannot sign in -.- SIAN TO THE MAX!
Have to use ebuddy to log into my msn. Gahh :/ And it sucks!
[Kay, it's just playing a trick on me. Make me angry for 15minutes rofl :D]

Okay. I don't get why the sec2s are complaining about th camp even though th camp haven't even start. Come on, if you feel this way, i guess the camp would definately not be fun for you guys! Why waste the 3days away thinking "this camp suck this camp suck" rather than enjoy all the activities in the camp?! You're only torturing youself that way. Bring your right mindset there and i bet you'll enjoy every second of the 3days, even when you sleep :P
Lol. Sec2s, i guess they've not grown up ._.

SS lesson before going for camp. And after camp, campcraft training. Then go home sleep! Next day, class bbqqqq :D FUN-FILLED DAYS, i think. Hahahah!

Alright,

STUDENT COUNCIL ABC !

(Jiayou 7th SC :D Make 3D2N a fun one!)

2009-11-10T13:21:00.004+08:00

Fifteen-ed :D

10th November

Happy Birthday Amanda !

Finally turn 15 already! The youngest among us all. Grow up man ^^ Haha.
Hope you like th present we gave you and th surprise? [:
Although i only got closer to you this year,
Thanks for being a listening ear for i always complain many things to you on our bus journey home. And yeah, don't get stress up over certain things because you can also rant whatever stuffs you are not happy with to me :D
We share share . Hahaha. You know alot of my secrets lor, because i trust you :) And you better not betray me okay!
Continue taking bus with me everyday too.

All the best in everything you do and we love you ! ♥
(:
Strive for the best!

2009-11-05T21:10:00.004+08:00

Rainy Days

" Rainy Day. Rainy Mood "

you're partly th reason which affects my mood :/

Hello! Greetings :D

It's been a long time since i've blogged a proper post. I've been long wanting to blog one but i don't have any inspiration or should i say, nothing much happen recently :)
Okay. It'd been raining for the past few days and one's mood will definately be affected. Haha. Become more emotional all of a sudden :P Lucky i don't have any reason to be emo about. Alright! So my brother had been having his 'O's for the past two weeks and i'm forced to do all the housework while my younger brother could just stare at the computer screen for the whole day playing DOTA or L4D -.- What logic are these man! Just because i'm a girl and i'm easy to bully?! :P
Kay larh, partly because i have nothing to do and wants to kill time, so i volunteered :P
Although it's raining everyday, but so far i've yet to see a rainbow! (!) I want to see one :(

Life has become meaningless ever since holiday started for my daily holiday laziness are back. All i do is sleep, eat, text, play, watch tvee and use the computer. It's pretty lifeless isn't it? Others can go for camps, outings with their friends (how i envy them) while i'm stuck at home because no one dates me out. Lol what a sad life i have :/
I want to start on my holiday homework but i don't have to motivation to do them. Maybe if Mr Shaw or some kind teachers stand in front of me, i will force my brain to think. Too bad there isn't. Lol.
Oh my grades, parents didn't mention anything just that "you must jiayou". I want to thank them so much for not scolding me because of that stupid unglam result slip.

I still have to go back for lessons just like today, i have geography!
Lol. I was playing and daydreaming most of the time because the lesson is too boring for me to pay attention. Why isn't there maths lesson! I want to go trigonometry. Haha crazy. I hope tuition will resume soon because i can't wait to solve maths problems :D
Geography and history lesson tomorrow. Ohhhh, let me think of what i should bring there to kill time :D Maybe a knife? Kidding :P

I just emo-ed by cutting my hand! Oh my can't believe that this stove will help me to emo and my finger hurts! Ouchh :/
And darn! Facebook is flooding my whole email inbox X:

Okay.
Life seems boring all of a sudden and i cannot see any light.
Someone date me out pleaseeee :D I'll be so grateful !
Kayyyy, i want to watch my drama already.

Ciaos =)

2009-11-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

Respect .

Sorry. But i don't think you deserve any respect from anyone.
I think you should reflect upon your own actions .
( or maybe i should be the one that should reflect upon my own actions? )

Urgh. Why is the world so complicated?
Why am i contradicting myself? :(

Sorry.
Something triggered me to think about all these things, again.
I don't mean it.
Damn. Really hate myself for everything.

Rightz. Bye.

2009-10-31T23:14:00.005+08:00

Random!

Hellooooo i'm back from camp, duh!

1. Camp was not quite successful because there was cock ups here and there. But still, we managed to solve it ? (:

2. I love th fire drill session! "where got people still pack their sleeping bags when there's a fire?! " double fire drill, th sec 1s must be shocked :P

3. I want to thank xinxia, yilin, norman and marcus for attending th camp even though the manpower sucked.

4. I want to tell TH to shut th F up .

5. Let's hope caiyilin have enjoyed the Bbq session and have a memorable night (:
Erh, TH disrupted everything -.- "i'm having a phone call." Shut up beach.

6. Happy Birthday cyl once again, hope you've enjoyed your day! Haha shocked?

7. I've just woke up after 3hours of sleep hehehez.

8. Oh, i think i've lost weight. A bread in th morning lasted till now (: didn't eat lunch and dinner !

9. Area games day was a total disappointment . I hope we all can go back next year and thrash the others! :P Saw some gl people from our area too! Heh, basketball :D congrats to those who've won at least something . Me = nothing ! Met quite a few people , hahah .

10. Thanks again to those who've attended th camp, fellow squadmates, CIs and TOs! :D thankyou so much.

11. I'm dead because i've yet to submit the pure geography homework which i'm supposed to submit yesterday.

12. I hate my results and my report book.

13. This year's school magazine was not as nice as last year's.

14. Homeworks are affecting my holidays!

15. I will not enjoy my holiday, i guess. Oh wellllllll .. :/

16. Urgh. Sorry xiaolian, i'll send you the amazing race instructions by today. Ps for the delay.

With love,
xoxo .

2009-10-29T20:47:00.004+08:00

雨过天晴

CAMP !

I'm off to learn new things, experience things that i've haven't experienced and overcome challenges?
Alright, jiayou!
Homewoks undone. Urgh.

2009-10-25T23:08:00.005+08:00

All the best !

'cause there's people around you who're supporting you guys .

I'm here to say :

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING 'O' Lvl :D

Especially my brother, better do us proud :P
And Jaime, Xinhui, NP seniors :) Jiayou!

Bon Voyage to those who're going Taiwan !

:D Cheeeeeeeeers, school's starting late tmr.
Hehehezxzx .

I want t watch sister's keeper ! Anyone ? (:
Probably after next week. Yep.
Got to go before my dad's home. He's kind of weird today. So seeeyou !

2009-10-25T16:00:00.006+08:00

End this game ..

'cause you don't know that you're hurting my heart .

4269.

“ I wish you'd quit playing

games with my heart ”

(@ everythingiwishfor)

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Happy Birthday Mum :)

我爱你！♥

Thankyou so much, for everything :)

2009-10-25T02:47:00.003+08:00

Err ..

:/

Damn. Can't sleep.

2009-10-24T15:57:00.003+08:00

Stay Strong .

'cause you still can rely on this bunch of crazy friends who'll be here for you no matter what happens <3

Just wanna tell mummy to stay strong.
Because in this world where there's life, there's got to be death. It's just how one faces it - weak or strong. And I believe mummy is a strong person.
Not only that, don't forget that there's still friends like us around you when you need support or when you need to find someone to talk to.
Don't worry, i believe that your grandpa will be protecting you ..
So jiayou and smile !
(:

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Yup, farewell 'parade' for Mr Boo.

Crazy squadmates :)

xoxo.

2009-10-24T07:25:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday .

enjoy your special day, with loves.

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to _ .

Happy Birthday to you

:D

23rd Oct :

Happy Birthday Chintya aka xiaolan :D

Although we just got to know you this year, but you've been an awesome friend that we can hang around with, very sociable :D
Happy Birthday and all the best in everything you do.

Ps, JEAKKO only gave you a day to rest, after that, get back to work !! And better serve us well huh xP Then we will increase your pay (see how)
Stay awesome, pretty and the cheerful little girl in our class !
Look forward to working with you again next year :D
Stop looking so grumpy, like in that picture ! Smileeee .

Enjoy your special day !

24th Oct :

Happy Birthday Olivia aka Gan Lan ♥ !

Hey ofelia, kinda got to know you this year too. You've been an awesome friend too ^^
I believe you are one person i can trust.
Thanks for cheering me up when i'm really down and i really appreciate it.
Stay pretty, cheerful and all the best in everything you do (be it council, cca, studies) !
I believe you can do it luh, your capacity is high :) JIAYOU!
JEAKKO and many others will be here for you no matter what happens, so stay strong!
We've been through up and downs together and look, we are still surviving :)
Feel free to talk to me when you are down because i can be a good listener :P
* strive for the best *

Looking forward to being in the same class and graduating together with you next year .

Enjoy your special day !

With love,
xoxo.

2009-10-21T21:57:00.003+08:00

#500 : Tired

“ 我好累 ”

But i can't give up.

Too tired , to even think 'bout it.

2009-10-20T20:11:00.005+08:00

#499 ; Funnnnnn ~

'cause you guys are the ones that made my day (:

Hello! I've enjoyed myself for the past few days :)
Here's a quick summary (picture speaks a thousand words)

Thursday (15th Oct ) :
Day out with honey to Orchard Ion :)
Love that place because it's super organised and the things there are, coolios.
(Ps, the price also very cool)

Saturday (17th Oct ) :
Went to Malaysia and there's such a huge traffic jam! Urgh. Slacked in the car and finally reached. Visited cousins and played, joked :) They're loved (L)
The scenery there was brilliant.
Reached singapore @ 4am on sunday.

Sunday (18th Oct ) :
Actually was science centre day but received leeling's message only when i got to singapore. Urgh! Parents rushed out from malaysia luh! If not would have stayed overnight there.
So, Baking session with amanda and jiaxin @ amanda's house.
I wanna go there again man! :D

Monday (19th Oct ) :
Training in the morning then headed down to east coast with kailing jiaxin eleana olivia.
Cycling was fun and amanda met us after that :)
JEAKKO Outing ! (L)

Tuesday (20th Oct):
Lesson ends at 10 am then walked all the way to mac with amanda cause we wanna get something to eat then went back to school.

Graduation Day !
The speech was boring and the performance was pretty interesting :)
I'm gonna miss xinhui and jaime the most ! ):
ALL THE BEST FOR OLEVELS ! (L) Jiayou Jiayou .
Then after olvl, we go out uh :D ~

Till then !
Looking forward to Thursday ? :D

Not forgetting,

Happy Birthday JunRu !

fallen for someone

2009-10-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

Pissed

I'm still pissed off with some people.
They are just so ... urgh (speechless)
Treat us like some substitude/rubbish or what.
Take us when they need us and just dump us aside when they don't need us.
Hah, what logic -.-
I just lothe this kind of people. No offence.

Have to go to school tmr.
Wonder why people don't reply my messages. Somemore they're important -.-
At least reply a "NO" luh. Still finding people for tmr.
Damn.

2009-10-18T03:51:00.001+08:00

Hi . It's 4am and i've yet to sleep . Love myself so much -.-

2009-10-17T01:21:00.003+08:00

Urgh.

Can't believe i'm still online.
I should be revising my work and looking through my exam papers or read chinese novel, at least it's better than watching drama. Crap D: But it's so addicting. Wanna watch finish the whole drama!

Oh yes, i feel so weird nowadays. Oh no. I think i've _ for _ . Shit ):

Alright, got to sleep now. Goodnight =)

2009-10-16T21:57:00.006+08:00

Sigh.

Disappointment

when you've tried so hard and didn't achieve your goals each time, this feeling of disappointment doesn't make you feel good at all.

I've tried so hard everytime. However, time and again, there's always nothing but disappointment. Sometimes i really feel like giving up. But feeling desappointed in myself is alright. I don't want to disappoint people around me like my parents, tutors, teachers and friends.
Not satisfied with my physics, amaths, chinese results.
Really speechless. Sorry MrGoh, Mdm Lee, mum and dad. Of course, sorry to myself :(
Thankyou jeakko. Let's jiayou together yeah? (:

Promising myself that i will not disappint anyone, incl myself again.

edited @ _ pm.

Oh yes, Happy Birthday JiaYun ! (L)

2009-10-15T19:22:00.005+08:00

Self-test !

Came across this @ Bestie's blog, decided to try it,
& OMG, i find it really true .
Don't hesitate to try it @ here

Kale uses judgement to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.
[ i agree to that emotions part, but definately don't love being alone!]

The circumstances when Kale does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.
[ Errrr quite true. So better don't make me angry :) ]

Kale will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.
[ I agree to the love part, i guess ? But i need people around me luh ~ ]

Kale is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Kale doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
[ OH YESSS, ESP NPCC FRIENDS ♥ ]

Kale will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
[ Agreed (: ]

Kale can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.
[ LOL yup ]

Diplomacy is one of Kale's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Kale can disagree without being disagreeable.

In reference to Kale's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Kale slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Kale can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Kale is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Kale basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
[ Yes, i love planning events ! Of course, things won't always turn out th way we want it to be. Obstacles are for sure all around us. Yep, what about 8A1s for Olvls? ._. And i'll see the situation whether or not to take risks (: well said. ]

Kale will take action on her thoughts. She is positive that her views are correct for her. She has the ability to seem as if she is positively correct when answering a question, even if she does not have the slightest idea of the answer. Kale displays a self-confidence that makes everyone else sure she is correct. She is positive of her own views, but not necessarily stubborn.

Kale has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.
[ err ? ]

Something is incomplete in Kale's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Kale's sexual needs.
[ i agreed to the max - there's something missing .. i knew it ]

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Kale has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Kale fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Kale has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Kale just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Kale finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
[ :D yes, something i did when i was young, i won't forget it ]

FYI, that's me :)

Something is wrong with me, i think i will be down with a fever soon.
Having flu currently, got to prepare many many tissues for tmr .
Sian :/

2009-10-14T10:32:00.006+08:00

131009 ; Siaozharbor-ing :)

I love you sister ,

You are the only one who knows me well ♥

Happy > Sad > Emo > Crazy ..

I'm blogging about yesterday the 13th of Oct and the day i was released from prison after so much torture for various reasons haha!
Bathed, lunched and prepared myself then went to meet miko at around 1.30pm @ the amk mrt control station :) Something weird happened, i called her and there's this voice "silei" then a beeped sound. Luckily i saw her because her phone auto shut down then i let her hear the voice, weird . Then we headed up to the platform. Something ROFL to share, you know food and drinks are prohibited in thr MRT right? You know how the red shirt people work? Even if you are so far away and they managed to spot you consuming food/drink, they will blow their whistle and hal-run, half-walk and move towards you while pointing at you. Kay, i find that super ridiculous -.-

Went to Dhoby and that miko uh, anyhow walk one luh. Walk until don't know where also haha. So U-turn back. Went to Plaza Sing to shop :D Started from the topmost floor. Walk around - Arcade, Cosplay, Shop that sells KIM BUM stuffs :D I love that shop that sells Kim Bum stuffs manzx ^^ Too bad i wanted to save money then i decided not to buy anything like the file, poster. Urgh, wanted it badly. I shall go back to that shop and grab the things like crazy when i can earn money :) Was super hyper in that shop, miko also got influenced and like Kim Bum :P Right?! He's shuai mah! Then we down there saying about the others, also not bad la, except *erherm* (miko knows)! They guy i hate the most ~ The cosplay shop also very cool, love the clothes.
Eh, SZB, next time must pei me go back that shop okay?! :D

Entered this spotlight place where there's all the halloween stuffs there. Haha took pictures. Miko, don't get scare at night by the picture hor ! Then went down, walk around and entered interesting shops. Skipped the boring ones. Hahaha.
After that, walk until sian already, decided to change venue.

Someone's nice idea huh, go what choa chu kang.
But it's okay ^^ I enjoy the train ride LOL. Both of us feel like eating something, so we went to the pasar malam there and she bought takoyaki octopus balls. I found nothing cheap and nice so went to buy mcflurry @ mac. Haha, both of us spent $2 on food. She kop mine luh :P I still fed her. Haha how loving are we?! :D (haven't charge her, haha kidding. cannot, later someone kill me D:)
Started walking from the top floor to the ground floor, again. Same routine, enter those interesting shops. Because boring shops are a waste of time for you to go in. That's what we think x) However, the bad thing is that you will get tired of that shopping mall after a while because you think everything is boring. Lol.
After that someone want to buy pie luh, then anyhow walk. 'cause i din't hear her say she want go eat the pie mah, then i don't know. In the end i know liao but she walking towards the wrong direction. Haha. U-turn back luh! Went to the pie shop, omg the pie smell very nice. But i don't want buy :P I smell abit also happy (: Candid her unglam eating posture xp Went somewhere to slack, then saw some black black thing on some plastic.
"what's that arh?"
"SHITTTT ~" i purposely say loud loud. Haha :P

Kay, then after that we nothing to do liao. Don't want leave cck sia. I miss NPCC (like real ah!) Ask her go HQ with me :P Haha. Crazy ! Down there stare at the mrt map for very long then finally decided to hop on green line - most ideal place ; bugis :P
SO we trained to juring east then change to green line. Someone so kanchiong luh, see the MRt chiong go in, in the end realised that we are heading towards, THE WRONG DIRECTION! Lol. Alighted at the next stop. Got on the real one, then we talked, emoed etc in the train. SZB's phone very sot, keep auto shut off and sleep button not working. (hey, any better now?!)
Then we overshot the bugis stop -.- Lucky only by one stop. 'cause the train lousy we didn't hear the stop properly. Total U-turns in the day : 5 ! Best record ever so far :D

The moment we step into the basement, food smell reached our nose :X But we resisted our temptation (save $ !) Someone act cute uh, say want buy cold drink make us go into cold storage then she realised she got water bottle. Hahaha. Make me nearly got frozen to death luh!
Went bugis street, so many people. Then anyhow walk, walk and walk. Seems like we are turning in circles because we reach the starting place thrice X: Lol. Told jiaxin we are at bugis street then she on the way home also. Suddenly she call and ask where are we then i don't want to tell her, only told her “我们有缘就见，没有缘就不要见”. When want to hang the phone that time she suddenly in front of us. Ohmygod luh! Me and szb scare dao. Then she ask us pei her walk home, shun bian go the dunno what illuma shopping mall -.- She damn kajiao on the way luh, keep di-siaoing me, so childish luh! :P SZB never help me! Grrrrrr X: Hahah. Finally peace when she left ^^v LOL. But keep smsing me "we very fated ah, god let us meet in such a big place" Urgh. Then camwhoring session with szb start again. After that went back bugis street look for something, see see look look still cannot find, so decided to go mrt.

SZB suggested going to City Hall mrt instead of Bugis cause it'll be easier, don't need switch line. So we walked there, that place like her house luh, she's so familiar with that place X: Hahah. Outside the National Library camwhore again, nice nice :D Continued our journey to City Hall MRT. Hahah, then talked in the train, damn crowded too .
SZB alighted at bishan then i alighted at amk and bus-ed home. Reach home about 8.30pm :)

I love my day ! :D
Thanks sister ~
Love you to the max okay! ♥
Go out more next time. Maybe someday we should go explore malaysia and singapore :D
Hahah, act like some tourists hor?!
Don't forget 你欠我的人情 :P Better pay me back sometime! Hahaha.

Ps, i realise something good when i go out with tan si lei :D
Others is comparing who spent the most amount money but go out with her is see who spent the least amount of money :D Cool uh. (I WON :P)
Also, can talk about alot of things, especially secrets huh !
And can camwhore like nobody's business :D Heh xP

collage of the photos we took, credits to miko the siaozharbor :D

Edited @ 7.18pm

Hehehezxzx hello! I've cut my hair and it's damn short now. Looks like some hairstyle of tomboy o.o! Nevermind i have the patience and wait for it to grow :D Lol.
Mum can't make it for some shopping so it'll be postponed, during the holidays i guess :)
Then i shall have to hamtam her and ask her buy many many many things for me. Time for me to upgrade my closet ! :D I want many many shirts, many many bottoms etc .
Heh Heh xP

Marking Day one is going to be over and i haven't done my amaths paper.
Shall go and do now.
Till then !
Ps, two more days till dooms day :( I'm wondering how i've faired for the exam.

Morning jog with mum tomorrow morning :)
I need to burn some fats. Urghh.

Shall be back later again to continue watching the proposal ! interesting and funny movie! :D

you didn't mean what you've said.

2009-10-13T12:25:00.005+08:00

Waiting for the time

(Do Rae Mi Fa So La Ti Do) ,

sweetest couple with the touching moments they went through together ..

살며시 두눈을 감으면

어느새 내게 떠오르는

그렇게도 잊고 싶었던

너를 부르는 나의 노래

기억하고 있니 우리 함께 했던

행복한 시간들을

기다릴수 밖에 없는 난

아무말도 할수 없는 난

널 바라보면 눈물이 흘러

사랑할수 밖에 없는데

잊는것보다 아픔이 내게 더 쉬운데

돌아와 줄 수 없는거니

salmyeoshi dununeul gameumyeon
eoneu sae naege ddeo(h)oreuneun
geurohgkedo itgo shipeotteon
neoreul poreuneun naui norae
kieokhago itni uri hamgge haetteon
haengbokhan shigan deureul
kidarilsu pakke eopneun nan

amumaldo harsu eopneun nan
neol parapomyeon nunmuri heurreo
saranghalsu pakke opneunde
ineungeotpoda apeumi naege deo swiunde
dorawa jul sun opneungeoni

♥

2009-10-13T11:00:00.004+08:00

Bye EOY ' 09 :)

Kill the exams ,

end-of-year examinations has been killed (: ~

Finally time to party.
Meeting siaozharbor later and she say she want to camwhore LOL.
:/

Yup. Physics paper1 wasn't any success to me.
I think i know the answer, but my answers are all wrong. Sian :/ I'm so going to buck up during the two months holidays to fulfil my wish, or at least half of it and i will be satisfied already. If you see me online for long, don't hesitate to nag @ me . I appreciate your nags a million :)
Ms Tuan told us that there are 16failures for Amaths O: Zomg. I am one of them for sure.
Kayyyyyy, i will enjoy myself to the max for this two days first.
Have to buy tonnes of tissue paper for friday and next week's use.

Hope i can get promoted to secondary 4 .

edited @ 10.17pm

I'm back from a day with my siaozharbor love :D
JiaXin disrupted us halfway through, damn kajiao :P
Had a great day today, credits to siaozharbor - Shall post about it tmr. Too tired now.
Thankyou so much for your Kim Bum postcard ♥
(Ps, now you see why i love that szb so much?!)

Just something for you :
Hey girl ! I know you are feeling down because of some reasons. Just free your mind currently and see how things will be like some days later.
If you want to cry, don't cry alone. There will always be your guaizharbor here for you no matter what happens. What are friends for? What more, sisters. As long as you are happy, that would be great.
CHEER UP AND ILOVEYOU GIRL ♥
Thankyou so much for today and don't let your thoughts run wild. (if not you'll know what will happen)
I know how you feel .

Yep, going to cut my hair tmr i guess :)
I'll definately miss my long long hair !

i don't trust you .

One more paper !

2009-10-12T13:11:00.007+08:00

One more !

1 more paper,

and i'm gonna jump like there's no tomorrow :)

One more paper to kill - Physics 1
And i'm going to be so free, so free. Extended curriculum is disrupting everything! Urgh.
But I have exactly one more year before my 'O's :(
How should i make use of my 365 & a quarter days ?
I should start planning .

Oh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON !

Happy Birthday Joe Tan Zuo Yi :D
(belated)

Have you kept your promise?

2009-10-10T12:07:00.010+08:00

Life ,

In between darkness ,

there'll always be a speck of light which could be seen from a distance .

Hello . I'm blogging again because i've found this to be meaningful.
A few days ago, bird was taking the same bus back home as me and she showed me a message :

" Today's sermon was about overcoming criticism and discouragement. Discouragement is a barrier the enemy creates between great people and great achievements. God puts us in every situation for a reason, something for us to learn from being in that position? To overcome criticism and discouragement, we must reorganise our life, determine the sourse of criticism or discouragement, graciously accept it, evaluate your life and take decisive practical action.
How much we can learn depends on our attitude whether we want to become wiser and grow and get out of that valley or just watch ourselves go further downhill. We can face he problem together with the family of god and laugh, because it isn't the last criticism/discouragement, and we shouldn't rehearse our hurts like who said what because it only upsets you. And we must remember that god is with us, if we ask, he'll help us and keep us from stumbling. Nothing frustrates our enemy more than when we are faith-filled and we fight back. Don't dwell in self pity. Pick yourself up and return to the good work you have been called to do despite these setbacks, finding our strength to get thru in god, not letting it disrupt our daily lives "

Although i'm not a christian, i find this quite meaningful.
There are still friends around us who get us back in the right track when we are falling.
They encourage us, support us and most important of all, guide us through our toughest time in life. Not forgetting, family and even god ?

And hereby, i thank you guys (:

Student Council, NP, jeakko and classmates ♥

Just get through the bad stuffs and look forward to your future.
However, sometimes i wonder if these are really true. People always say "失败乃成功之母". But why do people keep failing and failing without success in anything.
Just like in school, when you've failed time and again in exams, in 'O'Level, you wouldn't even know if you are going to succeed. What if you failed again?

一次又一次的失败后，未必会成功。
不过，如果您已经尽力了，您至少会有一点点的满足感。
Afterall, life is full of ups and downs.
(:
♥

2009-10-09T22:27:00.007+08:00

Back to Cyber-World :)

Lost in life ?

Stop dreaming and get back to reality , dude .

Hello i'm back after a hectic week of exams!
Basically,
I've screwed my AMaths Paper .
I've screwed my history paper.
I've done badly for my chinese paper.
I've made mistakes in my chemistry paper.
I'm careless in my physics paper.
Urgh. I think I've done badly for my EOY. But i've tried my best.
Mugging till past midnight for the past few days.

Today after geog paper accompanied bird cause she need settle her CO stuffs. Realised that some teachers are actually so selfish -.- She borrowed money from Mr Goh (hah, he's the best!) After that, went to j8 intending to look for presents for _ . Ended up with nothing even after walking for like 2/3 rounds. Haha. Buying it during JEAKKO outing after exams :)
Headed down to Olivia's grandma house next for gym then had a chat .
=)

3 more papers to go and i'm freeeeeeee ~
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou !

Off for drama. Hehehezxzx bye!

2009-10-02T18:53:00.007+08:00

Deadsxz.

Find me under the rain ,

for i can't take the droplets of stress falling upon me anymore

The stressful timetable :
1st Oct - English Language 1 & 2
2nd Oct - Social Studies
5th Oct - Chinese Language 1 & 2
6th Oct - Physics 2 & Elective History
7th Oct - Additional Mathematics
8th Oct - Chemistry 2 & E-Maths 1
9th Oct - Pure Geography
12th Oct - Chemistry 1 & E-Maths 2
13th Oct - Physics 1

All the best everyone :)

Off.
Physics tmr ? :/

what's the restrictions?

2009-09-27T01:05:00.002+08:00

Urgh .

Oh no! Why is the Ferrari Team lagging behind! Urgh :/ is it because there's no Massa? Massa, come back please. This year's F1 is not as exciting as last year's because there are racers like massa, rai, hamilton, alonso competing. No excitement this year. And so far, rai isn't doing his best, he'll be th 13th tmr. Aww. Jiayou tmr !! :D

Yeah. I'm left with some amaths ques. One physics paper D: and chem test is on monday. Sianz. Eoy in 4days time. I'm not prepared!

Beautiful lies.

2009-09-26T08:17:00.007+08:00

Beautiful lies .

How i hope so .

I'm back once again to start my rants. This week had not been a good week for me because there's test, test and more tests which makes my world upside down because my paper is upside down with so many mistakes.

Next thing, Outward Bound (OBS!)
Yeah. I don't get the idea why only Singaporeans can get to go for this course when they say it's for "leaders". PR and even foreigners do serve the school well too. That sets me to think "Why the hell am i serving the school so much, so much that i didn't even see the school recognising our efforts." (or maybe only my effort)(or maybe i'm not even serving the school well) Oh whatever. This world is so unfair.

500 bucks for this 5-days camp? Although i really want to go, but come to think of it, i'll be the 'public' down there which will be weird. And not only that, after like 10years or so, you might even forget what you are doing in this camp and even the friends you've known! So, i shall not waste my parents hard-earned money because it's really expensive. One day for 100bucks? Hah, they are out to cheat money luh! What laws. I know that MOE would surely help the Singaporeans more luh. But develop leaders is what they want. They scared we run away ah. Afterall, i've been staying in Singapore once i'm born up till now. And yes, i'm born in singapore, why am i not a singaporean? Zzzzzz -.-
I can pay for myself but ............. should I go ? :( Tell me whether i should or should not go leh.

Sigh. Enough of that.
Yup so on thursday, Mr Amos Goh stayed back with us from like 2pm to 6pm to help us in our physics, for our test the next day and teach us some things that we don't understand. Thank you so much :) You are really the best teacher ! ANd yup i went home and started studying for my physics and history test.

Yesterday, history test was still manageable, i think? But i forget the factor on the RUssia Communism thing! I did read about that. But it's okay ... 5 minutes later, my mind gave a 360 degrees turn. Physics test. I'm like see the first question omg already ~ I forgot the conversion. Damn my mind. Then that motorbike question! Constant speed so acceleration is zero! Why didn't i think of that?! D: Then behind one, sure alot mistakes. Vector drawing ; 1cm = 50N. 200N should be 4cm but i drew 2cm -.- Whole thing wrong. What the ..... I really don't know what i'm thinking about for the 45minutes :/
[ Sorry Mr Goh for wasting your 3 hours on me and i've still done so badly for my test. I promise i'll work hard for physics and probably score in the Os :) Because i know that EOY is confirm out of the point. Anyway, thankyou so much. ]
After school, called OBS which told me a very saddening news. Mrs Singh taught us chemistry. Did emaths in council room and went home ... Thought about OBS and still got no idea if i should go or not LOL. My parents ask me to think about it and if i want, they will allow. But .....

I finally understood what is stress this year. Lol.

Cousin from malaysia in singapore (:
Homework : 3physics papers, 1amath, 1emath, P.geog Questions :/
Jiayou everyone!
Ah. Tuition later.

Formula One in singapore !
Kimi Raikkonen, JIAYOU :D ~
Watch F1 to observe the acceleration, retardation of the f1 car and plot vt graph :) LOL.

Ps, i'm going hiatus till 13oct .
Bye.

我找不到生活上的光芒。
世界真不公平。

2009-09-21T20:53:00.008+08:00

♥ Malaysia !

Yesterday was so awesome :) Yup, Malaysia :D
Was reluctant to go at first because exams are coming and i can't possibly waste my one day. But afterall, it was nice and fun. Woke up about 6 in the morning and got ready but only set off at about 8plus cause we went to check the web and there's no sign of traffic jam :D

In the car, crap alot with my parents and brothers :) ♥ them! Haha. They are not so bad afterall xP And we were talking about this CCA stuffs and we talked about NCC and NPCC. Blah. My brother's school uses a good way to punish their cadets - If they didn't polish their boots , they have to do it under the sun. If they didn't tuck in their shirt, _ . Quite a nice way though, i think i'm gonna copy a little and put it in Beatty :P We were talking about NCC when my brother said " NCC have alot of shuai ge " -.- Okay. And we finally reached Malaysia. First stop : Breakfast @ Aunt's house. Cousins were all still sleeping. Haha. After about 1 hour or so, went off to uncle's house. My aunt there told me to solve a Primary6 Maths Question using the primary 6 method but i can't solve it D: I can only use algebra. Ohmygod. See how i sucked @ Maths!

Oh and there was my cousin's cousin staying there and we talked alot :) Like the schooling system between Malaysia and Singapore. Yup, and theirs is they can only get to choose what subjects they are going to take after their sec3 major exam, which is on this friday (heh, goodluck! :D) And then they have a total of 3 exam each year. Since theirs is a chinese school they don't have to learn Malay and it's cool. Hahah, their chinese are like "O:". Yup, she helped me with my letter writing :P And i taught her Maths. Haha. Oh and their Maths is a combination of emaths and amaths. It's just a subject called maths. 'cause they learnt things like logarithms, linear law and trigo while ours is amaths. Cool isn't it? And after their major exams, they can choose whether to come to singapore to study. But first of all, they have to pass the MOE's test assigned for them! Wow. And she's aiming to come to singapore! Haha JIAYOU :D So next time we can go our together! :P And i will have a friend to study with.
Other than that, i guess there's nothing else. (but if she come to singapore, i can guarantee fun :P) Heh, hope to seeyou uh! (:

Kay then we went to the house that my dad just bought for my grandma (new house in johor!!) :D And it was like super dirty la. 'cause partly because there's crops there. When the guy cleared the crops, you can see all sorts of creatures crawling up to the surface and it was scary ~ Yup and also, snails ruled that place there! O: We helped out in clearing the other parts of the house! (OLAY, BBQ THIS COMING SATURDAY @ M'SIA) :D
I'm gonna enjoy myself so much before exams start :P

Went for lunch then slack @ uncle's house while i attended a tuition class there :P My aunt is tuition teacher mah. Oh and in the class there's 2 guys who are from singapore. They live in malaysia and study in singapore which is like O: They have to wake up early everyday just to go to school. But luckily their school is at woodlands area. And they crapped alot. Lol. One is taking his 'O's and one his 'N's. Hehheh xP 3 new friends ~ Continued my homework there and study geog abit before we headed down to continue clearning the house :X Tiring luh! And my cute little cousin is there too! Grabbed him to take photo :P Haha. He's simply too cute, that's why. Reached singapore @ about 12am .

Alright, i shall let pictures do the talk!

Little cousin and his series of events :

1. Eh, what is that?
2. Who is trying to take picture of me! 1 photo taken, $100000! *innocent face

3. Uhoh. My hand is stuck!! "mummy daddy korkor jiejie!!!"
4. Let me try sweeping the floor :P

5. why is the broom taller than me?!
6. I want to jump to become taller.

7. Oh i seee. (mum showed him how to sweep floor)
8. It's my turn! Look @ my power!

9. help me! i got no strength!
10. *brother tries to help him* by snatching the broom.

11. I still won :P
12. Let me try sweeping the drain.

" AM I SO FAMOUS"
- why everyone wants to take photo with me? (smile)

"OH NO. JIEJIE's got me" let me go T_T

Hahaha. End of story. So cute right! How i wish i'm still as innocent as him X:

Me : Take photo with me larh!
Dog : You so ugly i then don't want
:(

See my magic.
"wahahahaha, you see a shuai ge?!" - brother
(ps, i think shuai ge uh ; as in unlucky)

Zilian zilian :P
(ps la, i too bored)

the horrible snails that rule the world and dad doing work :D

"We are not slacking hor"
- brothers acting serious :]

Today (Bored to death) :

Studied chemistry all the way and i finally understand some topics i didn't understand. Hope to score well for chem and physics. And they should not have put anymore test this week, we have to study for exams instead of tests luh. But well ..... (that's apparently not how they think) They should be thinking, tests now will definately help us in exams. Ah whatever.
Just one more week to EOY exams and i only started on geog physics and chem. Goodness gracious. Work harder kale!
But i want to eat subway! I want to go crazy! D:
(Wait until after exams!)

=) alright. Got to go.

i'vegotaveryweirdfeelingandidon'texactlyknowwhatitmeans
♥

2009-09-20T07:43:00.000+08:00

Going to malaysia! All the best to everyone in mugging :P jiayou. Byebye! I'm gonna emo in th car (:

Should i go to hongkong?
Chiuping, chingna! You guys going? I confirm go if your go xP camwhore ~

2009-09-19T19:25:00.003+08:00

Open your eyes big .

Hi. Sense how angry i am while i'm typing this post out. Yup, i'm super fed up with someone.
Uh. Go on, say all you want, spread all you want. Good is that your mouth can stay right up in th sky so th birds can hear, th people in th heaven can hear and bless me uh. Or you prefer it to be right down at th bottom of th earth and let those corpses who are buried down there come alive to listen. Hah, to say that i trustED you. That's th dumbest thing i've ever done. However, thankyou so much that you've made me realise how i have to open my eyes real big to see who are th ones whom i can really trust and who are th ones who are just pretending to be innocent, get all th news and spread like it's none of his/her problem. From that day onwards, don't even try to bug me. Don't make me explode. And stop acting in front of me, 'cause i can't stand it.
Ps, if you know who i'm referring to, don't bother to feel sorry to that person because th person doesn't deserve to get pitied. You want to see th dark side of me? I dare you .

Yup. From now on, i'll just keep my mouth as tight as possible and my eyes th biggest i can ever go to find out who are th ones who i can tell secrets to. You will be surprised. Hah, what lies.

Next thing, if you manage to know my url, don't link me at th moment (: sorry.

'cause you're th one i'm missing <3

2009-09-18T00:35:00.004+08:00

Insomnia.

My insomnia is acting on me again :( sian. I tried to sleep but i can't. You're th reason why. I keep thinking and thinking. Sigh. You talked to me, finally (: and i'm satisfied already. Thankyou so much and score well for your EOY.I believe you can do it ! Urgh kill my brain cell please. I have to sleep.

-/ edited @ night ;

♥ Last Paradeeeee! (:

Anyway, today is friday! And it's the so called "CCA-DAY" :B I've always enjoyed Friday out of the so-many-days in one week ! =D The time when i can really relax because there's NPCC :D Yep, so after school, went to collect the key with yili mummy but ms tan wasn't there. So we went down to put our bags in the canteen and went up to find teacher again, hoping she was there. When i saw chingna, yiliang, kahwee. It's like illegal gathering. Haha! And then Norman came. See, really illegal gathering, sec3 np :P After we placed our bags inside the room and counted some logistics, i headed for lunch with yili mummy :) And gabriel joined us. Haha. We went back to the NP room again and then to the council room and back to the np room again. It's like omg, suddenly rain so heavily and we were like "O:", didn't plan for wet weather and practically first thought was, "Indoor Sports Hall!" Of course, not only we thought of that, so many CCAs were there and we changed venue. Supposed to be some camptain's ball game session but due to the lack of space, we changed to song session. And some games like dog&bone etc.

blurrr ~ :X

Halfway through, i left for council taking. We took so long to settle ourselves and was only on stage for like less than 5m inutes? Haha. Glad that some of the seniors actually bothered to join us =D I stood with xinhui and sinyee ~ :P We cheat one. Lol. Okay, after that rushed back to NP and i realised they are at 3rd floor -.- SO i went up to the third floor and slacked in the council room a while :P 'cause i never wear ptkit mah! Haha. Then rushed to change full uni. Went back to NP room and get rank =D Gave out the corporals and lcp rank to the sec1 and 2s. Congrats all on passing, make sure you all do well for the unit in the future! :D Kay then uniform check and prepared for photo-taking. That skw so blur luh, CIs ask him organise us but he went to fall in with us . Gao Xiao. Yeahhhh, stood with xinxia and oh ya, i rmb the sign we used during national day! We used that sign for our informal shot again ~ Heh xP After that, muster parade. Chingna and yiliang was the flag bearer and skw the parade commander.

So while they were rehearsing, we took the secondary1s. They are damn cute i tell you! But when it's time to be serious, they are not serious. And when it's time to play, they look so serious. They were in their full uni and they were doing all sorts of crap ._. Make me xinxia and yili want laugh also cannot. Too cute already la! But be more serious ~Okay then muster parade. Skw damn funny. March one round, stand at ease then i think he did wrongly. And ChingNa's flag got stuck . But still managed to solve it. After that, dismissal! NCOs debrief and homed. Reach home at near 8?

Tiring day! (: But awesome still. It's last parade D:

Jiayou all for your EOY :D

( Ahhhh, I sucked in this picture. Look @ the two other pretty ladies )

-
Hello Sergeant ! :PP
I ♥ your lanyard !
LOL ~

Kay bye.

不在乎。

2009-09-17T21:31:00.004+08:00

Retarded xP

Okayyyyy. Today nothing interesting luh. Just that the weather very nice and cooling and i have the mood to pay attention in class ~ :D And Chloe came to take our class because history teacher was not in school . Talk with her for one hour :D Omg. I miss out Secondary1 times and of course, our sec1 mentors! And not forgetting, our sec2 and 3 mentors! ♥

Oh yup. If you don't have the commitment to do something, just don't do it. It's no use forcing yourself to do it because you will still end up with nothing in the end. Why not just put your heart and soul into the things you do? I just don't understand. I only know that i get pissed with people like that and have to keep bugging people and make people pity them. Apart from that, they are also the troublemakers in everything. I cannot do anything to control them because it's their decision and i definately do not have the rights to comment so much. I just hope they will grow up. Afterall, they have to respect me before i even respect them.

Yup. Enough of that. Just finish uploading pictures and i'm bringing my camera tmr ~ Congrats to those who passed LCP, CPL and of course, sergeant :D Gonna camwhore till i drop tmr.
Seeyou! =)

2009-09-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hello! Today's lesson was quite boring due to th warm weather in th afternoon ~ i can't believe i nearly slept during chemistry lesson and even physics! Oh my. Can people stop polluting th environment, haze will decrease, stop global warming and it will not be so warm! Torturing you know. Haha.

However, something interesting today. Mr Albert Einstein came into our class, he set off his nuclear thingi @ night and make the dark sky bright for two hours. After which, many people asked him how he did it because it was so amazing!
He wrote 3 letters, one number " E= mC^2 " and walked out of th classroom and the whole class burst into laughters :D (you won't know what i'm talking about unless you are from 3e2, i apologise for any inconvenience caused! :P haha)

Next thing, siaozhabor will not be going to school tmr! I guess i will rot for the 2periods of chinese. Heh, most importantly, just takecare of yourself. And this is called causing grevious hurt voluntarily (he can get sued you know). This is th most remarkable, unreasonable thing i've heard, seriously. Anyway, takecare! Seeyou on friday then! Cheer up <3 there's always this guai zhabor here for you :P

Oooooh, 2more days !! And hjm etc are coming back for phototaking! Olay =D
I'm typing all this out with a phone :D yeah ~
And while typing this whole essay out, i'm feeling th pressure with my bed covered with physics stuffs. Due to my vol, th pressure is high because the air particles keep bombarding with me. Eh omg wth am i talking. Ok bye bye bye ! :D

I wonder when it'll happen :(

2009-09-15T20:50:00.010+08:00

Screw it.

I'm forced to come online to edit the friday's parade thing. Whatever is that bonding session -.- LOL. And anyway, i'm super looking forward to this friday :) Reason being i can (MAYBE) get sergeant and it's before our photo taking session. Okay, scarly i'm the one that fail T_T Hope the sec4s can join us for phototaking. I shall ask Ms Tan :D Yeahhhhhhhhh ~ And my at least 5 badges. I hope can get all lor :( I see the other schools npcc, their uniform damn zai. Like got 2 rows of badge plus one super shiny SPF BADGE! Wahhhhhh, envy them to the max!

I had my english oral today and i was only satisfied with my reading aloud! That picture discussion was screwed :( Same like the conversation. Damn sian! I think i have to hear Mrs Hui's scoldings after she got our results. Congratulations :) Zzzzzzzz. Whatever, it's over. And class bonding was so slack, right eleana? :D With yujie and people like joel wenan, wait long to win =) Lol. I wanna go play bball after exams, kailing jiaxin amanda olivia eleana !!!

Sian. I hate planning schedules la -.- Whatever is with that. Still must type out T______T
I want watch tvee one luh! Still must upload to blog and post @ np's blog. You know why i hate admin stuffs now. Screwwwwwww.

Okay just let me rant la hor xP Once in a while. Bear with me :P

And other CCAs like NCC and NCD went for some courses and get staff sergeant already. Soon they can be master sergeant. We are still stuck with this corporal rank -.-! Sian a million. I can only "WAHHHHHH" and envy their ssgt rank and their lanyard. Why NP don't have?! :(

Edited @ 10.18pm.
Dang. Finally done with that ps. Byebye. Go study liao :)
Oh ya squadmates, please please please go for next parade!

When's the next time i can see you again ?

2009-09-14T00:15:00.003+08:00

Hi (:
Finished studying a few chapters of physics and packing my bag! Sch's in 7/8 hours time. A tight schedule when school reopens. And yeah, i never fail to get scolded every sunday -.- it's okay, xi guan jiu hao.
Kay got to sleeep, bye!
Imxxxx...

Before i forget,
All the best to those graduating classes who will be having their prelims tmr ~ esp all my NP seniors and of course, hjm! Jiayou :D

2009-09-12T20:33:00.012+08:00

Inter-unit Quiz 09 :)

Squad Bravo !

Bravo is bravo, indeed ! (:
Probably the best people i've known.

Yeahhhhhhh, LMSC pictures has got back to meeeeee ~
Hahah, those who wants it but haven't get tell me. I will pass you the CD.

Anyway today was Inter-Unit Quiz Comp :)
Hahaha. So i met my squadmates at around 8am. I was the first to reach luh! Follow by cai, norman, xinxia, kahwee, yili, marcus, yiliang and then chingna! (Now you see who's the bad guy? Haha kidding :P) Trained to CCK. Chatted in the bus :) All the crap came out of their mouths. Haha. Next parade, goodluck man ~ :P Oh and next time cannot talk to kahwee or chingna in the mrt. They suddenly talk very loud one. Esp that skw! He's super racist i tell you (Read chingna's blog!)

Okayyyyyy and after we alight, saw some RI area mates :) I only recognised the tall guy. Lol. Yiliang went to do something (HAHAHA) while we went to buy our breakfast. After that, boarded the bus and went to HTA :D While waiting for the bus, we were talking about this shit topic brought out by miss KCN! Lol.
*Ps, it's my first time travelling to HTA by myself lol X: Changed into our full uniform @ the toilet. Ahhhh, the toilet is nice :P I miss the toilet there haha. The bad thing is that there isn't any fans in the washroom. Other than that, perfect! =)

Okay okay. Then we headed down to like some cafe/canteen place while waiting for 10 o'clock to come. CHS was behind us X: Lol. No familiar faces. Went in to take a seat and CHS was behind us. One familiar face - jeffrey! Haha. At least. Others idk them except for like 1/2 more? Then slacked, and finally it's time! We went to fall in at the path behind the parade square. At first, i didn't notice that XMS was beside our school. Then one CI called "xinmin", i'm like omg. Looked to my left and saw haozhe -.- Slowly slowly, i saw bingsheng, terence, benjamin, zhekang. Wow, 5 TVPS in XMS NP. Not bad uh :P Hahah. And that haozhe saw me and turned to tell idk who -.- then everyone started to look at my direction (*find place to hide*) but failed. They still saw me eventually -.- Lol.

Beatty was located to classroom 14! =) A nice number eh? The sir inside was quite friendly, but he sort of talk too much crap. Lol. He's from Yishun Town Sec right? :/ And he is showing off his unit gold -.- Quiz began. I think it is like worst then exams luh! Haha. Kay the questions were alright i guess :) Except for some weird questions which is related to other countries. So i see the name cool then i put as answer ~ :D Then damn funny. When the quiz was left with 25 mins, the person announced "5mins" on the speaker and we were like "O:?!" Even the CIs also. He collected our papers. Then the speaker again "15mins more" O:? Lol. So he returned the papers back to us.

That ChingNa keep laughing and smiling to herself. Tskkkkk ~ Make me want to laugh also. Then see yiliang's retarded face, he still give me a face and made me laugh -.- EEh attempt cheating hor ~ Haha. Finally time's up. Went to change out of full uni and i met Ivy in the washroom.
NPCC events are always so ...

I get to see many people! [:

We then walked to the bus stop after that. So many people! And back to the mrt station. That chingna good luh, never even say byebye to us ~ Tsk. Yeah, then crapped on the way back too. Damn lol. They were betting on who will fail sergeant -.- Why can't they let everyone pass. "LCP SKW" Lol. Alighted at Bishan with xinxia cai yili yiliang norman marcus skw and the guys and girls can't decide where to have lunch.

The guys wanted to eat at Mac and we wanted to eat at food junction! Last resort, scissors paper stone LOL. The guys cheat one la. But it's okay, as it'd been years or never that we've eaten meals together X: Don't care hor, next time our turn to decide! If not not fair to us. Guys must be gentleman after all :P anyway saw quite a few people at j8. At mac, there's the guangyang np gang - tzejie and weekiat th familiar ones! Also th kcp np gang with their ci and i saw jasmine (: but no sight of manju?! Oh and their Ci came and talk to us. Haha. Before we left, saw qiwei and kevin. Small world after all xp after lunch, rushed for tuition. Saw zhengqian and jeffrey @ the overhead bridge. Lol. Bused with yiliang and yilin then yilin alighte at her house there. When yunqi and gang boarded th same bus as us :) And, I feel like sleeping during the tuition luh! Super tired ...

School's reopening in 1 day time. How nice :/
Kay bye!

Okay. After today, i'm gonna start mugging and that's it.
If others can do it, why can't I ? Believe :) Jiayou everyone.

2009-09-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

:O

Hahahaha. I tried to sleep but i can't. So i occupied myself by filing in my worksh!ts. I can't believe i did that too :/ have to start mugging and stop myself from thinking, seriously D:
Yeah, and my chem file is going to burst soon, follow by physics and ss. Wow, just one year and th worksh!ts are ... horrible! Have to get another file soon.

5hours of sleep once again. Byeee!
:(

Bomb.

2009-09-11T22:07:00.013+08:00

I'm so lost :/

Hello! Today is the third last day of September holidays. EOY is just less than 3 weeks time and i've only started revision for very little subjects. Oh man, i just feel guilty slacking my way while people are mugging ! Why can't i just study like them? :/

Wii competition today and it was alright. Helped out for one hour at the registration there, left for history lesson and went back again. But it ended. So we had a little debrief session. After that, we all fighting to play the tennis game -.- Lol. I only played once. Haha, i can always go my cousin's house to play :P Went for lunch with mother, cai and chingna. After that headed down to mac to study with mother and chingna while cai went home. Hahaha, chatted and do our stuffs. Went home after that.

Have to wake uo early tmr for that inter-unit quiz again T_T I've been sleeping for only 5 hours in the past 4 days because there's always lesson at 8am. Good thing is i didn't have any nightmares. Haha. And i've yet to prepare my full uniform. GG. Gonna read throught the email chingna sent us and prolly it might help tmr. Hope we won't be disqualified because i think my group only has 4 person and no reserve :/ If not, we'll really be wasting our time!

And goodluck tmr squadmates! Lol. (meeting them at like 8am tmr D:) Have to travel all the way to HTA by ourselves :( And after that, have to rush down for tuition. Lucky there's yiliang :P And I've persuaded him to go. Oh and skw is always so funny to have meetings in msn and the outcome is always, nothing! Lol how cute! :D

Okay, seeyou :)

I feel like privating this blog, should i ?

-/ edited :
Omg. I just passed by some school's NPCC blog and their activities are liko x10000000 more than ours. Lol. If i can just contribute as much as possible to Beatty NPCC, it'd be so great. However, it seems like i can't help out in anything because our activities are so minimised! They have activities like visiting army open house, holiday trainings. Interunit quiz ; they are provided with materials where they have to mug. Some CIPs and they've even started to train for the campcraft comp .......... (how i envy them)
Okay, those are good schools and i shouldn't compare in this way.

我总觉得我的生命里像失去了什么似的，
到底是什么？ :/

2009-09-11T00:12:00.003+08:00

I am tired.

I want to sleep, but i can't! I'm getting insomnia :/
Have to wake up at about 7am tmr. Saturday will be a longer day for me :(
Anyway, today went back to school for approx 4 hours of maths lesson and headed down to mac to 'study' with chingna :D

And stupid blogger is playing with my post on STC. Why like something missing one! :/
Nvm, i shall go and type and check again when i'm free.
Alright, my lappy has 15% batt left and i shall not waste my time here anymore.

Got to force myself to sleep. So bye!
♥

♥ Area 4, Survival Training Camp 09 :)

2009-09-09T21:08:00.015+08:00

Survival Training Camp '09 ♥ :)

Okay. I'm finally posting about this! Sorry for this lag. Anyway it took place from the 14th-16th August and i've really enjoyed myself for the three days. Let me start right from the very beginning !

First day (14th Aug) :

After school, me xinxia and cai headed down to xx house to put down our school stuffs and prepared for the camp. Bought food to her house to eat too :) Chiong all the way back to school because we are already late and went to the NP room. Many sec2s are already at the foyer. Then after they placed their bags in the NP room, we headed to fall in at the foyer. Firstly, administrative stuffs was done like collecting of their ezlink. And we got to know of our groupings. I was actually in the same group as Norman and Nurul but they both didn't go, so, i was left alone in group1. Nevermind, LMSC was also like that. Only Beatty-ian in that group. Sounds pathetic? :/ Boarded the bus, collect the sec2's valuables :) And then chatted with marcus kahwee xx and cai at the back of the bus. Were we making alot of noise? Haha. Oh and i forgot to mention, there's only 5 pathetic sec3 beatty-ians! And all of us were in different group except for cai and xx (they always in the same group one!! LMSC also! :X) Anyway, in the bus we still thought of heading back because abit throw face luh, 5 sec3s, kena owned by 16/17 sec 2s.

When we reach the Changi Jetty, the first person we saw, HO Rebecca. We were like stun tio and "eh shit la, this 3days will not be nice anymore :/" Totally mood change and i'm like abit sian diao already. Then the sec2s boarded the bump boat first and we waited for more people to come before heading to Ubin. When we were in the boat, i suddenly remembered that i've left my thermometer in my school bag which is at xx house. Luckily they said there was this forehead one :) Phew. And then we assembled at the area outside the HSBC water building there. Was told where our groups were and went to joined them. Quite a few familiar faces, jeffrey tzejie(!) andre etc (LMSC bravo!) They were discussing about our group cheer then. "PUMA" was our group name. Other group was addidas, nikey and arena. This year's theme was sports i guess. Haha ours funny cheer. You know the popeye? :D It was drizzling while we waited for more people to come and we wore our ponchos, damn hot and stuffy!

When almost everyone has reached. Our first activity started : Treasure Hunt :D
First stop, we were told of some 7th month things and the first stop was th stage all those at the front there. So we went and looked frantically for answers to fill in before we can proceed to the next station. We were stuck there for quite long :X Next stop, the water place. One of the answers was so obvious at the picture beside us and we just didn't notice X: The ants one. Haha. And next stop, i forgot where. I only know when we reached the campsite, my group was like cheering? :D Yeah was the 3rd group to reach. And sec3s campsite is at the new one with this very cool and big field whereas sec2s went to the old one (our last year's one). When everyone reached, some admin stuffs was done and there's this points system thing, quite interesting :)
Lucky for us, we got to know that HO rebecca is at the sec2s campsite :P

Next activity which i knew most of us hated : Tent Pitching. It was so difficult to peg the pegs in! There were stones all around and i've got a blister :/ No offence luh, but most of the tent pitching was done by beatty sec - me xx and yilin :P And there was only 2 girls tent. Hahaha, only 12 girls -.- After tent pitching, there's still a check which is quite cool and our old area doesn't have it. Dinner was next and we were assigned to a shelter with group 2. We brought all our rations there and began munching on some dry rations because we can't seem to find any solid fuel and time was running out. Everyone ate so little luh, even the guys! Anyway, we reported late after our dinner :X Next activity : Campfire sing-along session. I volunteered to be a song leader and xinxia was the female mc (*clapclapclap*). Other song leaders are jeffrey (bravo!), chuankai (bravo!) and gavin, one more guy i forgot who :P And male mc was honghui (bravo again!) :D
Ps, so did you see how bravo is bravo? :P Hahaha.
Okay anyway we practised our songs and there's quite a few new songs to me. Then after we practised, went to lead the whole cohord with some help of CIs :) The spirit was okay luh, not really high. Only at the 'she'll be coming round the mountain' everyone got hyper. Because the 'yipee aye aye yipee yipee aye' Very nice to sing :D
After that was mass debrief at at the same time supper - sense of urgency not there etc. After that briefing for sentry duty and my group got the last slot, which can gain the most points and have the least sleep. My group was allocated for the 1.30am slot (if i'm not wrong).
So, went back to the tent to sleep and it was quite stuffy. Until about like 1.15am like that woke my group mates up and prepared to go for sentry duty. Hey, we girls were earlier than the guys :P Planned the route for our sentry and then began. There was one place where we were heading for the jetty and there was this dummy scout boy standing at the dunno where and it was super scary luh. Walked here and there and sweat :X After sentry, went back to sleep and only slept for like 2 hours?! The tent was super stuffy, not like last year where only there's only 3 people in my tent :X

Day 2 (15Aug) :

Went for wash up at about 5 and fall in at 6. Physical Training session. It was quite tiring luh, especially the part where we have to jog up the slope, down the slope etc D: But i still endured through :D Next was breakfast i think. Same place, same food ; dry rations only. Again, we were late. Next was the Activity Cycle : IRC, LandEx, Jetty Jump (for my group). Unfortunately, IRC that time it was raining so we cannot do th activities. Sian ~ Anyway, we played some games like ' concentration, whacko ' etc. Got to know more of my group mates. No IRC, but HRC next year! Looking forward :P Not only games, there was also sing-along session again :X Good change for us to practice our songs. And my group's campfire prep was still not done ): Finally, lunch time. Cooked maggie mee but couldn't finish, and we were late again. Lol. Thanks to guys like jeffrey jeremy andre (all chs) to help clear the things. Yeah, some schools (i shall not name) are just so ungentleman. First to reach the shelter and only taking their rations, first to leave without clearing. Damn F up with these few guys, i think most of my group mates too, all were complaining! Fyi, it's npcc camp luh. Not some leisure camp. We don't care if you are rich or not and whether you are pampered at home or not -.-

After that was our land expedition. At the start, we were quite enthu and sang songs :) Halfway through, it was raining (again!) and all of us was like sian diao. We took shelter at one of the place while discussing our campfire things and new cheer. Whoogashaga whoogashaga puma puma :D I love this part. Oh and during the land ex, jeremy keeps talking chinese and the m'am told us "another chinese, you guys will owe us 5". Haha then he spoke again and really kena. Tsk, want speak chinese also speak softer mah :D Then there's this very cute little boy who keeps talking chinese to my group mate and he replied in chinese. Then CIs were like counting LOL. And he was bullying the dog. Super funny, we all laughing there. Then on our way back, met group 2. Their group very high, sing the "there was a stream song". 'cause my group don't know the song so we only help them sing the "gay-eyeeeeeeeeeeeeee!" part :D Hahah. Finally we reached the campsite and there was no time already, so didn't get to do Jetty Jump. What a waste, but it's okay :) At least land ex was kind of fun :D Kena suan-ed by cai xx mucus and skw about the jetty jump ; 'i jump 3 times!', 'i jump 6times' - whatever ! :P

Dinner was next :) And this was the best dinner i have? :D hahaha.
After that was CAMPFIRE!! Sec2s came over to our site. Ownage man, they have 6 groups while we only have 4 groups. But the spirit we owned them :D Haha! Many sec3s were high i think :) Finally, everyone went to the council ring. Scary~ Was the song leader for this first group consisting of puma and addidas. And first performance was puma :X Screwed up. Then many more songs. Everyone was high luh :) But last year, the CIs of area 13 were super duper high! Haha. Okay and slowly group by group to perform. The theme for sec3s was "comradeship" and sec2s i think was "H1N1". Not bad luh, some sec2s one very cute. Tengteng was complaining how her group screwed the performance (it's okay :D) Yeah then got one sec2 group the cheer also same like ours. Oh and i LOVE addidas group cheer. 'a-a-adiddas, a-a-addidas. that's the way ahah ahah, i like it ahah ahah. that's the way ahah ahah, i like it addidas. addidas yeah!" Then at last, the campfire spirit was gone and campfire "declared close" D: Hahah. In the middle, there's the friendship dance and it was cool. Same dance partner for the 4/5 rounds :P Lol. Then there's this "she'll be coming round the mountain when she comes" the MC very funny.
HongHui: Where is xinxia?
Xinxia: I'm here i'm here and *appears from the crowd.
Damn cute! Haha. Oh and another part, the "gako geko"
Xinxia: Boing boing boing :D
(then we keep making fun of her after that)
Oh and at the last part of the campfire, i don't know part of the songs. Very paiseh. But it was FUNNNNNN :D CIs sang the song "Love me". Very sad :(

After campfire, we learnt some of our mistakes and survival games time! Only completed two stations. First one, our task was to make a bag which can contain all our water bottles ponchos etc only by using trash bags, twines. Interesting :) I see other groups one like santa clau's bag. Hahaha. Ours too nice already! :P Next one was opening a can of pineapples without any can opener. At the start, the guys were like using the sides of the shelter to open it. Then CIs taught us another way which is cool luh, i've learnt something :D After that was debrief and supper. Good news for the day, there would not be sentry duty the next day :P Lol. Okay then went to sleep.

Day 3 (16Aug):

Have such a nice 4/5 hours of sleep when suddenly whistle blow, which means fire drill. Everyone was like jumping out of the tents luh. Not only that, i was running my life with my half open eyes. Can't get it open, was super tired! Fire drill at about 5 in the morning. My group miscounted again and got pumped just because of it :/ I think next time should count properly. Kay anyway, we were dismissed for a short wash up time and then pt time. Same thing, everything was alright until the jog again! (this CI is really trying to torture us :X) Haha. We ran up the slope, down the slpoe so many times! However, not a bad thing luh. Physical training :D Haha. Many people falled out and there's only like 5 girls surviving! Yeah third day my spirit is higher than second day leh :P

After that, breakfast time. Ate with xx and cai this time round. Just some ration pack. After breakfast, it was the grand finale! Grand finale means the time when you can score many many many points and help your group win the best group award :) Haha. 3 stations. First station, where there had to be some where th hands have to interlock, some with legs tied together and some blindfolded. Firstly, the hands interlock group and the legs tied together group will move first and they have to guide the blindfolded people to the ending point. I think we were the third to finish luh ~ Next station - balloons. Where we cannot use our hands to move the balloon to another side and can only use our body. At first, we asked the sir if we can use our mouth and he said can, then some of us just ran with the balloons in our mouth to the ending point and then the sir called us back and told us that everyone was supposed to be supporting the balloons (not clear instructions luh). Have to redo again :/ Okay, last station, finding our group number around the flag pole area. Wah, ours difficult to find luh, i see other groups like so easy to find. And then after finding all the papers we had to form a sentence "staircase to the foyer". Reported there and had to find some paper that write 'finish'. Wah, also very difficult to find. But we found it before another group came. Phew. And we were the third to finish :X

We were briefed on out duties for the area cleaning and my group was allocated to clean the command post, foyer and canteen area. However, some group snatch away our jobs! Blah. The m'am was supposed to be ours, but nevermind, we went to clean the tent sheets. The sun is shining so brightly like nobody's business and all of us were sweating like m-a-d. More groups came to help and we are done with the vigorous cleaning of tent sheets and probably the most difficult job :) But what are friends for? :D

Secondary Twos then came to our campsite for the last and final debrief and prize presentation :) Before that, we had some photo-taking session! (Ps, i can't wait to get the photos!)
Congrats to TengTeng for getting best female camper among the sec2s and of course,
Jeffrey for getting the best male camper award (you deserve it :D)
Not forgetting the best group, nikey !

Yup. Said bye to people and headed down to celebrate :P I shared my drink with my squadmates. Of course, as the saying goes "有福同享，有难同当" :) ♥
Beatty NPCC all the way ~ Hope the sec2s will have the same spirit back in the unit .
On the way back to jetty, we combined with guangyang sec? And sang some songs haha. And something funny happened to kahwee! His shoes! Hahaha. And we all knew his secret :P ~ Nah, kidding :)

last sight of xxxx .

I ♥ National Police Cadet Corps.
I ♥ Area 4 (!)
I ♥ Area 4 secondary 3s '09 :)
I ♥ Survival Training Camp!
I ♥ PUMAAAAAA ~ :D
I ♥ my squadmates !

Most important of all,
I ♥ everyone from area 4.
:)

Thanks for the memories.

It would be my last camp with NPCC mates in Pulau Ubin and i've enjoyed myself, truly .
If i can just go back for the camp with my awesome bunch of area4 cohord, it'll be the best thing in my life :)
Remember the friendship we forged and the memories we shared.
Not forgetting, each of our unglam posture, our beautiful voices and the fun-filled laughter.
♥ xoxo .

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

The most wonderful three days i've spent in Ubin.

With love.

2009-09-09T14:02:00.007+08:00

-screams like a mad woman-

Oh well. I've just bidded farewell to my full score for physics SPA assessment :( good job kale! The full score hates you so much.
So much like how someone hates me. Sigh. I've just realise how much effort one have to put in to hold something, tight.

I've fallen in love with you, basketball (:
You are th reason to me smiling like how i used to. Haha.

And before i forget, today is 090909. A very nice date, but definately not a nice day for me.

Bye.

*edited.
I'm still thinking of my SPA lol. Anyway, after SPA i had a nice basketball session with JEAKKO which really made me feel better. My passion for basketball is back :P
I remembered, my last time touching basketball was 5 years ago. Man !

2009-09-08T21:54:00.007+08:00

SPA ~

whoo! random trying out editing photos at the site bestie told me :D so cool!
I'm gonna change th picture up there. Probably tomorrow :)

I'm back to post using my desktop :D I miss my lappy luh, but idk where my dad put my adapter and there's no batt in my lappy now! D:

Alright. SPA Assessment tmr. Jiayou 3e2! :) I hope Mr Amos Goh is assigned to my lab!!
And all i'm thinking now is spa.
- what if my pencil suddenly spoil (like my bro during his practical exam lol :X)
- what if i cannot see any image.
- what if i faint suddenly (hahaha)
Okay i shall not curse myself.

Friday? :P
is comingggggggggg ~ Hurray!

Byeeeeee.

2009-09-07T23:56:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Blogging using handphone is weird ~
I'm lazy to on my lappy because i'll definately get stuck on the screen for hours. Anyway, my last few days had been pretty enjoyable! (: sorry people, more proper post and pictures after exams. Tmr will be a muggy muggy day for me! Yay, i'm left with chinese zuowen and physics homework, i guess! All the way! =)
Went back to school for 2 continuous spa practices. My swollen eye due to the amount of tears that flowed silently down from my eyes the night before :( thanks chintya, you are th best !
Back to topic. Spa assessment on wed seems scary, partly due to mr goh's briefing!
Jiayou to those 3e1 peeps who will be having their spa assessment tmr!

I have so much to say but time is always th problem :/
I saw something i don't wanna see from someone's facebook :(
Kay. My hand is tired and so am i. I can't get to sleep nowadays and i think i seriously have to stop thinking. Yeah, off.

Seeyou!

2009-09-05T07:48:00.004+08:00

It won't fade :)

Oh yup ps uh bestie, i will update photos from my camera soon :X

Hello =D I'm gonna blog about yesterday which is the 4th of Sept :D
Yup, it's our last day of term 3. Which means EOY is coming VERY SOON. And yeah, the first period, we got back our result slip T_T Somehow i'm kind of disappointed with my results. The distinctions are pathetic too. Stuuuuupid comb humans made my report card ugly. That only C6! But i shall work harder =D Thanks to some of my squadmates and classmates for encouragements! Not forgetting Ms Tuan's "persevere". We shall work together, jiayou! :D Next, lessons were far tooooo boring because olivia was not there (haha kidding!). Almost like one-quarter of the class was not present as some were having prelims, absentees blahblah. Which makes the class more dead :/ I still endured through the curriculum hours!
:)

After school ... (the funny thing is coming) We were supposed to meet at the AVA room for our geog test at 1.15pm but zhonghan and i was studying in the council room! When we came out, no one was outside the council room already! So nevermind, the first thought was ... CLASSROOM! We went, but still no one was there. Then we went to comp lab one. For like 20mins, we were searching frantically for where our class was from the 4th storey to the first storey, then back to the forth and 3rd . When finally we were giving up and thought of joining 3E4 for the test when suddenly we saw Mrs Ho coming out of the library! My first sentence was "Huh, so near only?!" It's like less than 100m away from the council room! Grrrrrr. So started on the test. It was alright i think :) After the test, rushed down for NP :D
Shone Sir's last parade! Omg, i'll miss his craziness! :P

Took the sec2s for drills this time round and my squad's attendance is suffering. 8 pathetic NCOs (can you believe it ?!) Ran here and there. Walked here and there. Next, PT :D Took care of the casualties and joined in for the running. Classroom block run :) Damn shiok. Lol. After NP, went home with olive cai xx yili and hazel. Reached home, showered, slack around (took out my report card and start thinking why i'm so dumb?) While comparing my results with the max marks, it's like heaven and hell man! T_T And i slept without me knowing, at around 9.45pm. No one was home when i fell asleep and i didn't eat my dinner. Oh, i didn't eat my lunch too! O: Which means i only survived with a cup of milk in for my breakfast and a bowl of horfan for recess. Not bad, at least those can last me for like 12 hours (:

Anyway, meeting ley later to study and have lunch before going for the concert :D
And this september holiday will not be like a holiday at all. Let me post the schedule :
Today : Storytelling concert.
Tmr : Science Centre :D
Monday : SPA Practices .
Wednesday : SPA assessment.
Thursday : A/E Maths lesson.
Friday : Wii competition cum history lesson [Ah, i wanna help out in the comp (an infinity exclamation mark !!!!!!!!!!!!!!) so mummy, must help me okay. At least let me help reception :D then have to go for history lesson T_T]
Sat : Inter-Unit Quiz (!!!!) Omg. Can we see our area mates? :P
And not forgetting, next parade would be muster parade. (An infinity infinity exlamation mark!!) Finally, my badges! My sergeant rank ? :/

Kay, got to go and prepare :D

为什么？
:) -> :(

2009-09-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

Yooooooo :D

I'm finally posting after MIA-ing for like 9844654535386 .... days.
Was kind of busy? (nerding!!)
Yeah i enjoyed monday day out with bestie and jy :) Love them to th max like how i love the day!
Shall elaborate more when i have the time!
My uniform is unpacked, geography test tmr and i've yet to study for that.
GG. Oh yep, all the best to all those taking prelims and to my friends who are taking prelim (chinese) tmr :) Jiayou!
And, tmr will be a bad day because i'll be getting back my CA2 result slip. Pray hard that i will not have any underline/red-ink subject. Oh well ...
:/

It doesn't matter anymore luh.
Just smile. Because every 60seconds of frowning is a minute of happiness that you will never get back.
:) Like how i used to! :D

2009-08-31T00:37:00.002+08:00

:XXXXXXXXX

Okay. I'm supposed to be sleeping now (I know, i know).
But i just got back from the Changi Airport and i've promised olive to help her print pictureeees. Not only that, i still have other things and i guess i can only sleep at 1am. Crap!
I just had an argument with my dad too :/ he's always unreasonable. Maybe not always. But... :(

Okay, i shall not talk much. Byebye!
*CYL and jocelyn, jiayou tmr! :D

2009-08-30T12:17:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Qi En !

It had been a long time since we've met.
Frankly speaking, you are my best childhood friend!
And i really enjoyed my childhood times with you.
I miss talking to you luh!
:)
Stay pretty always &
all the best in everything you do!

(Ps, we should meet up and exchange our stories soon :D)

With ♥,
kale .

2009-08-28T22:19:00.013+08:00

No matter what happens, we'll survive through :)

New style to my skin. I think it's simpler and it's green :)
(Ps, i just love that picture up there, i got no idea why too :D)
♥ NPCC ; my motivation :)
Although this CCA creates problem at times and there's so many things to do, i still love it :D
And i'm loving it more and more. If you dislike this CCA, you are wrong.

Hello world, i'm finally blogging! I guess today is not quite a tiring day for me! :D Trigo during maths lesson, show and tell during english lesson. Geography quiz was like zomg. It was basically asking for Kalimantan rainforest and i didn't even study at all! So i just used what I've studied from the Amazon Rainforest and hopefully, they are the same! You shall see my paper, i was like crapping in my answers. Next, after school, headed to the council room first and then NP room to joke with my squadmates! Love them larh :)
SKW very action luh. In the end still lost to xinxia, damn funny! They really got that fu qi xiang xp! Then yeah "you dare change, i dare see" :DDDDDDDD Hahaha. You know what happen in NP room, secret :)

Headed for the rehearsal next and at the strat i was like quite enthu larh, at the back stage singing songs with Rachel and joking around with some of the juniors :) I was feeling worst when the time is dragged. Luckily norman and skw came to our rescue and saved us! Phew. At last i can get out of the hall. Rushed down for NP next and they were doing campcraft. I forgotten some already luh! And elton came today!!! Omg :D Heheh. Ohyarh, i got nothing to do with the guys !! :/ Lol. And i hope i pass my sergeant test .

After that went home with the councils.
To all excos 09/10!
LeeLing. ZuoYi. ZhongHan. Olivia. Yvonne. YiLi. Jocelyn. YiLin. XinXia. Hazel. Kasi. XiaoLian. KhinWai. JiaShen.
(though i don't know what happen) But still, continue to stay strong and endure through the remaining months :D Cai and joyce, jy on monday! And the others for the other events.
Jiayou! 7th Student Council all the way x)
I can only give you guys my moral support, nothing else. So, sorry.

Yesterday :
School's E-Learning day. I had a great time with the councillors in the council room and with our laptops there! =) And we did something clever! Only we know. Shhhhhh (: Help to decorate the notice boards, sort out the awards etc.
And of course, 02 JAM !! Lol.

Anyway, hope that teachers' day would be a success :D JY!

Okay. I think after teachers' day, i have to strat mugging/studying for EOY because it's like only 30plus more days and there's so many things to study! I'm afraid i might just break down on the midst of studying (choy).

September holidays would not be a holiday at all.

SPAs practice, First 'O' Lvl Physics SPA Assessment, LSPs etc.
That will be secondary 3 life. And in about 4months time, we would be a secondary 4 student preparing and facing that scary 'O' level ! O:

:/

想也难，不想去想也难。
那我到底该怎么做？

2009-08-27T09:14:00.002+08:00

Olay olay olay olay.

Okay, my mood has been good since yesterday and today so i shall blog! =)
Yup so yesterday after school, my class and 3n2 went to Marina Barrage. Didn't have chance to take pictures though because Mrs Ho was like rushing and never let us stop for some photo-taking. But it's okay! I will return there someday with my friends and camwhore until i drop! :) I want to go there to see the sunset and sunrise :D
And yesterday was a season to be jolly, tralalalala-lalalala :) Because Physics test on Kinematics is cancelled =DDDDD whoooo! However, bad thing is that the next test would be dynamics and kinematics combine together O: Ohman.

Yeah i'm heading back to schoool later to help the councils!
Till then, bye!
=DDDDDD

说不出的苦。

2009-08-25T22:41:00.004+08:00

Changed.

I realised, my attitude towards certain things/people is changing.
Changed, when things turn from bad to worst.
To be exact, my attitude is changing from bad to worst.
Time and thoughts and encouragements are needed for me to change back to my normal self.
Positive thoughts. Long time. Strong encouragements.
It's too late to realise that only now.

为什么我想要的东西, 总是得不到？ :(
Life sucks.
And the biggest question mark is,
"Why do we still have to live it to the fullest?"

2009-08-22T22:55:00.005+08:00

Moodless.

I'm still as moodless as ever! :(
- I wanna go for OBS.
- I want to finish my homework.
- I want things to go my way.
- I wanna post about STC.
- I want JEAKKO to stay happy ♥
(Jiaxin, Eleana, Amanda, Kailing, Kale, Olivia makes up JEAKKO fyi :D)

Time is for us to treasure, not for us to waste.
Of course, i'm trying to treasure every moment when i can know more about you
I know it, but i can't do anything about it because it's totally out of my control.

2009-08-21T00:00:00.005+08:00

Forging a smile .

I think i'm big enough to have my own decisions.
<3

All the best squadmates .

2009-08-19T22:19:00.005+08:00

Great.

Whoo, i felt great crying out.
Feeling kinda stressed up this few days. Ahhhh, i need advice! :/ Or should i say, i need encouraging words.
My dad was being unreasonable. My brother's results can link until me. I was just sitting down nerding (doing my hw basically), and he sort of insulted me. Like what's that got to do with me? Seriously. Sigh :(

Cheer up everyone. Especially JEAKKO :) You guys can do it de! Jiayou and believe in yourself.
Squadmates, all the best for friday's sergeant test :)

I can only say, jiayou people. We still have a long route to go. Move on (:
Olivia, i've broke down too.
Sometimes, crying out do helps .

Can i say that i'm strong?
:/
I doubt so.

2009-08-18T20:58:00.004+08:00

T_T

I wanna return back to Pulau Ubin and lead a carefree life. Life with my puma group mates, instructors and squadmates.
Maybe i just want to run away from studies, cca and stress :(
Haiz. I don;t wanna face homeworkS.

Sergeant test is coming ...

2009-08-16T21:08:00.016+08:00

Whoohoo!

I'm back from Survival Training Camp (15Aug-17Aug) and it rocks big time. I just love my area 4 cohort :P
Sad thing is i din't get to do jetty jump because of the stupid rain. Yeah, real stupid !
=) post more next time. I have like 5 more homeworks undone. GG.

Hey wait. I think after this STC, my motivation for NPCC is back. Probably because i've met someone who i can share things with and who got something like me =D Haha.

And grats to Jeffrey on best sec3 male camper! Puma all the way =)

Puma ♥ !

You guys are just like some little pieces of jigsaw which fix up the whole jigsaw puzzle.

I had an awesome time with you all for this three days.
Thanks alot :)
TzeJie. YinYin. Jeffrey. JeremyThng. Andre. Dexter. ChingSiong. JeremyTay. WenBin. JunYi. Firdaus. Ansyah. WeeKiat. TingWei.
(PS, i forgot 3 of them. There's 18 members in Puma)

Especially TzeJie, Jeremy and Jeffrey the hyper and funny ones :)
I miss you guys like nuts now!
=)

2009-08-13T20:47:00.001+08:00

Tired.

Ahhhhhh, see how tired am i! I have panda eyes T_T
Yesterday there's parade X: I nothing to say. Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINXIA :D

2009-08-11T20:38:00.007+08:00

Rainbow.

Rainbow between the storms in life

I'm embarking on a quest to finding a rainbow.
(like what i've told zuoyi)
There's always a rainbow after every cry.
I'm spending my time searching, digging or looking for a rainbow, hoping that it will appear right in front of my eyes for me to witness. I need evidence.
Just give me some time. I believe i can complete this quest eventually.
I'm struggling to let lose.
<3

I just don't love you no more.

2009-08-10T23:05:00.003+08:00

Sunshine!

Do miracles happen?
To me, the greatest joy is when i can see you.
You might be far, but i just have to look into my heart to see you.
Damn.
Imy larh.

Friday, come please.

2009-08-10T20:51:00.009+08:00

National Day!

Had a nice day in Padang with zuoyi joel zhonghan hazel olivia xinxia and cyl! :)
Thanks ah lan for the tickets :DD
We sang, played and hypered :D
Yeah. Singapore rocks!
I love watching the marching contingents. Chingna, i think we saw you! Haha. Anyway, we cheered real loud upon seeing nasrul leading the NCDCC contingent! This is so cool.
Me zuoyi and joel are aiming to be one of them! Haha. Like real :P
Another thing, don't try and mess with joel! Rofl. He can talk until .... (speechless) And takecare your leg ah!

Happy Birthday Singapore! ♥

=)
Thanks joey for pictures!

Byebye!
(L) I just have to look into my heart to look at you.

2009-08-09T01:28:00.005+08:00

Move on!

I just have to keep reminding myself to move on while my silly thoughts came flashing into my mind all over again. In any way, stopping in the point of nowhere would bring you to nowhere at all and it might block people from achieving their goals.
From today onwards, i shall stop being so selfish and get my engine going, bringing me towards my destination before i start thinking again. Or probably, i might even not think any more.
It's easy to grab it but tough to let go of it. Nevertheless, i shall try. Even if i failed, i can tell myself that i've done my best.
What's a success without failure?
Seriously, I've fallen without any support and it's a huge fall. Don't even try to fool me with anything.

You won't know what i'm talking about. And you don't have to bother.
'cause it's meant to be a secret. just between you, and me.
:)

-/ edited @ 11.35am
Yeah to shorten my post, i shall just click on "edit post" instead of creating a new post :P
Whatever is with that moodle discussion ! >.<
I don't know what to say! Okay, i shall go and flip through all the 好作文, copy and paste.
Yeah, off to bathe first :)
(L) I'm holding to something that wouldn't come true at all.

2009-08-09T00:07:00.005+08:00

9th August!

Happy Birthday Singapore!

(44th)

2009-08-08T22:39:00.004+08:00

Love .

When our hearts beat together like one
♥ E2 girls :D ; rock on!
jiaxin tristal kailing kuomin me eleana wanlin swankeng
<3

This is random. I'm gonna do my chinese blog! Bye.
Wth LOL. Facebook has Mrs L Tan fanclub :X

2009-08-08T09:34:00.008+08:00

National Day Celebration!

I had a great time yesterday after school!
With people like olivia hazel xiaolian cyl zh zy js yvonne gab kw joel.
Chatted, played and sang :)

National Day celebration in school was quite fun! =D
And that joel told us pulau tekong stories yesterday. Now i'm quite afraid of going to ubin :X

Survival Training Camp is less than one week's time D:
This year, i don't feel the excitement at all!
Unless i got into the same group as that guyyyyyy omgosh.
Hahaha, how i miss my (C)raazy Bananas group last year with awesome people like jiahui, liling, yongsheng, Gipson, Gillion and CIs lianhui (his baby fats face) and sihao! :O I still remember them! How jiahui and liling slept in the tent, shivering because it's too cold! Hahaha. How the girls in my group screamed at the dark cave, the best activity ever! How i kayak with Afiz while he crapped alot. How we all did our pt and had fun during our land ex. How my group danced like some hyper bananas during campfire! How my squadmates cheated, cooking and eating our meals together <3

That was last year :)

Omgggg! Catholic High people needs to report @ 9.15am on friday! Can miss lessons luh! We can only report at 1.15pm. Zz, now i know why Beatty is well-known for being late. They don't know how to adjust the timing. Only half an hour to prepare our stuffs and have lunch. Nice.
-.-

National Day Celebration!

2009-08-08T09:18:00.003+08:00

National Day Celebration!

Hello!
Yesterday, i guessed that all the schools were celebrating for National Day. Of course, my school too :) So, i woke up early @ about 5plus and after having my yummy breakfast, i went down to wait for my bus. Guess what? I waited for like 20mins plus just for that bus. Zzzz -.- I'm gonna complain sooner or later! Yeah, after i alighted, i rushed to school @ a speed of 3x10^8 and of course, i'm still not late! Because the other council helpers were still outside the staff room. Carrried the boxes we've packed earlier to the back stage, slacked and fooled around :D Then we ran here and there, between the music room (NPCC Station) and the hall :P Very fun. @ the music room, ChingNa was telling me her love story :) Hahaha. And i love listening to her stories luh :)

Concert started, blahblahblah. First batch was quite, dead. Cause it's the upper sec ones. Anyw while the concert is near to its end, we saw a very cute boy!! If you see a cute boy, the first thing you do is grab him to take a photo right?! :) It's in joey's cam i think! :D He's super awesome cute i tell you. And he's like only 4/5 years old and knows how to take photo with a huge cam somemore :D He keep wanting to take xiaolian (cause she's cute too :P)

Everything is getting boring. So i went to walk around all the stations and saw all the different people with their different games. And i must say, yujie is quite hyper! Lol. Usually he's dao one but he said hello to us first ! Hahaha. Eh i think i didn't went to the guides station, don't remember seeing eleana (?) Rushed back to the hall and helped the session 2. They are more hyper :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPOREEEE! We drew our flags too :D

After the whole celebration, went back to the council room and ahah, off we go :D
We went to J8 to have our lunch. There's olivia, hazel, cyl, zuoyi, zh, jiashen, yvonne, xiaolian, khinwai, gabriel, joel, jocelyn, jessica and me! We keep telling gab he's our future laoda, be it in npcc or student council :D

After that we headed to Olivia's grandma's house to play and sing. We sang in the karaoke room, exercised in the gym, chatted beside the swimming pool and played in the table soccer room :) Very fun :D Before we all headed home :(

Good days have to end too right! :)
I've truly enjoyed myself!

(L) My fault. I'm sorry.

2009-08-06T22:35:00.008+08:00

Hehehe! =D

Hellooooooooooo!
Back to ranting. But i'm too lazy. Oh tmr tmr =)
I just wanna say about the physics test!! The suction! Idk how to do :( And yeah, that Boyle's law thing, i got it wrong. Hope can get A1.
And during Pe lesson, played hide-and-seek with some E2 girls! Lol. In the end, chintya and emily went to our secret hideout and found us! Ahhhh O:
Tmr is National Day celebration! Can't get myself involved in the carnival. But heh heh, concert! x)
And after school, FUNNNNN! :D
Looking forward .

So many things coming.
STC, sergeant test, blahblahblah D:

Kay i shall reply tags tmr. Paiseh.
Byeeee :D
Super hyper today after school! Loveeeeeee council friends :)
Somehow, i regretted not choosing to be an ex-co. So dumb of me -.- But anyway, too bad luh.

2009-08-04T21:57:00.007+08:00

Hmmmmm..

Maybe i should just stop trusting anyone so easily.
Maybe i shall limit my trust in people.
Maybe i should not trust anyone at all!
People tend to get the wrong message(s)
D:

Kayyyyy, just finished my dinner and preparing my full uni. I don't know if i've wasted/used fully my two hours just to polish my boots and align my badges and put my buttons and prepare my beret, belt blahblah and put my rank and and and ... Parade tmr ._. You know what i wanna say? "S _ _ n !"
Heheeeeehs, i helped my bro polished his boots too! Guys so easy polish luh x.x
Maybe i would have used this two hours to study for my Physics test on thursday.
There's still council meeting :(
Okay okay, i should seriously stop complaining :)

Parents still not home yet :(
Nehmind, i shall go and study for my Physics alreadyyyy. Seeeyou!

Awwwww.
I'm staring @ you every night :P
♥

2009-08-03T20:51:00.001+08:00

Confused.

Lol. Sometimes, i really regretted choosing NP over council.
However, I should try my best to contribute more to the school while i can :)

Once a decision is made, it has to be forever. So forget it larh, at least i still have my squadmates with me :D that's all i'm glad.

=)

2009-08-02T22:16:00.003+08:00

Whatever.

I just wanna say that,
Excuses are not meant for people to believe. It's just something you are using to deceive yourself.
And personally, i hate irresponsible people and people who are just finding excuses to avoid doing something (which i'm referring to myself) :/

Yup, back from jogging in the early morning, shopping @ ion in the afternoon and dinner-ing at AMKhub with my family.
It's a tiring day and i have to report in school by freaking 7.10am while the others can just continue sleeping while i'm sweating. What a nice idea. If you see me jogging by myself tmr, don't feel shock because i'm just trying to run everything out of my mind. Afterall, i love jogging and it's just a way for me to get everything out of my packed brain.

Hope LeeLing has enjoyed her 15th Birthday! ♥
Love you always.

2009-08-02T00:00:00.005+08:00

2August! :)

Happy Birthday LeeLing ! ♥

aka laoling.

Very much loveeeeed ♥

Vice-President of Beatty 7th Student Council and treasurer for CO!
Jiayou for this two very high post of yours ♥
I can say, you are my best friend among the best.
A best friend whom i can approach when i needed help because no matter how busy you are, you will try to help me solve that tough question or problem.
A best friend whom i can really trust by sharing some of my deepest, darkest secret with.
A best friend whom is a very responsible, cute and funny person to every other people.
You are just amazing and awesome and i really appreciate a best friend like you.

I'm really thankful to god for letting me know a great friend like you.
Love you ♥ !

Just like how you've told me "we will still be the best of friends" for my birthday present.
Right? :D Haha.
Yeah i know that you will be busy due to the amount of work and the so high post of yours. So, takecare and don't stress yourself out! There's always a friend here to listen to you for any stress and your rantings, definately.

"Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of friends"

"It takes a long time to grow an old and best friend"

=D Although we might be in different class now, our friendship is still as strong as ever right? Yuppppp, continue rocking on :P ♥
Stay cute, lively, cheerful and funnnnny forever! :D

Lastly, enjoy your one and only special day! :)

Best friends doesn't come easily! :)

With love,
kale :)
xoxo.

2009-08-01T22:39:00.009+08:00

Magic?

Haha. My parents and brothers are exploring the wonders over the centre of gravity with my Miss K :) Interesting. Earth have interesting things for us to explore too. Uncountable things.

Tmr is bestest friend birthday.
And Happy Birthday to Robin ! :)
Last long with the childish girl uh :P

Personality Test :
(from facebook)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

So yah, if you wanna date me must think properly :P :P LOL. Esp the i cannot control myself part. Don't mind getting whack by me everyday? Then i don't mind you. Just kidding :)

Anyway, before i forget : presenting to you miss yeelynn with her cute little friend :) !

Haha okay this was taken on Tuesday after school when we saw this monkey. Yah, that shermane keep on telling me got "my cousin" over there and i thought she was like tricking me (she don't let anyone trust her anyway! :P).
Ya so this daring yeelynn went to take photo with that cute little thing over there and that's the max she can go. Haha because the moment she went nearer, the monkey nearly attacked her. Count her lucky :P

HAHAHAHAHA.

(L) It sucks having to face reality.

2009-08-01T19:44:00.002+08:00

Facebook.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

somehow, it's quite true.

2009-08-01T19:09:00.006+08:00

Jealousy.

I'm never satisfied with everything on earth but instead, jealous of every single thing that falls under the sun. Worst still, maybe over at miles away from the earth.
I don't understand why do people always get the things they wanted without any effort put in while dumb people like me are trying to struggle the hell just to gain something but to no avail. Yeah i can admit I'm dumb. I had never got anything right in the most critical moment in my life. Never.
No, not just in the most critical moment. In just simple stuffs, i've always failed to get things right.

I'm jealous over the slightest things. Be it relationships, results etc. Why didn't i get anything i wished for? Maybe my wishes are too tough for me to fulfill alone? Or maybe fate wants to go the completely different route i'm heading towards. If not, maybe it's because god wants to punish me of my sins in my previous life and thus brought it into my current life. Maybe i'm disliked by people. Maybe i'm just thinking too much, too much for my brain to take it. Maybe, maybe and maybe. These are just excuses.

Deep in my heart, i know the reason.

Jealousy is no more than feeling alone against smiling enemies.

2009-07-31T22:14:00.007+08:00

Bwahaha :D

This song very nice right? xP
Haha, Olivia also like this song when we played for her to hear =)

Okaaaaaaaaaay, i'm going bonkers!
Tell you all something,
_ is so troublesome. Zzzzzzzzz. Hate it to the max.

Ah sian! Ps uh, my blog layout is abit screwed in internet explorer. Sorry if you are using that :P
Mozilla is better :DDDDDDD
Now i see, guys do lamer things than girls (No offence!)

Okay, time really flies.
It's already the end of July and August is coming! And in just about one year plus time, i'm gonna sit for 'O's. Can you believe it! It's 'O's and not 'B's, 'C's etc.
Treasure everything before it's too late to regret. And i'm going to believe this sentence.
=)

Bored ):

I & E Day 2009

2009-07-31T17:07:00.011+08:00

I & E Day!

Yeah. Beatty Secondary had it's Innovation and Enterprise Day today.
Helped out with the Science Centre Exhibition! :D
Yeah so i reached school kind of early today! And the class only had like 4/5 people. You know why? I'm trying to catch the timing of the earlier bus so that i can reach school by 7.10am starting from next week. Aw, daily routine is back again! Morning assembly, council's duty etc.

Anyway today after pledge-taking, proceeded to the hall to slack. Hahaha, all the people at the booths were busy setting up their booths while people like us were slacking around. It feels really cool man :D Received our "goodie bags" at about 8am then went to change and up the class to take our bags. Mr Ng was teaching emaths trigo then :P (Because Ms Tuan would bbe on course and Mr Ng would be substituting Ms Tuan for one week). Back to the hall and continue slacking. Walk around the booths etc. At first it feels very fun because all the things seemed very fun. Eventually, after trying out all the activities, it was boring! Haha, Joel even slept. Lol!
Missing lessons doesn't seem fun at all! O:
(Pictures after i've received! It's in Cass 8mp phone!) Lol.
Oh and we went to play hide-and-seek! Haha. First time round Eleana and i was the "catcher" and we went around the school finding the others. Eventually we were tired and started playing with the very long string and tricked people like Jerome, KhinWai and Vellman. After that is kailing cass and joycelyn's turn to be catcher while we went to hid in the chem lab. Lol. Eventually, our secret was leaked out by someone during spa huh! Kidding luh :D
Took back a few number of souvenirs. Heh heh xp

Okay it was a really tiring day because we only sat for less than one hour!
Anyway, i had fun with JiaXin Amanda KaiLing Eleana Olivia Cassandra and Jocelyn! =)
We played, crapped and even sang (?) Ahahah! After everything ended, we went to buy bbt and saw the 4E2 people playing basketball with Mr Ng ! Lol. Walked back to the bus stop for everything and i'm craving for alot of things!

- Meeting Kim Bum in real life.
- Getting a chance to sit on the plane.
- Overseas Exchange Programme with the school.
- Pass out from NP soon !
Ahhhhhhhh, class deco judging is on Monday :( Grrrrrrr.
Reached home @ about 4.30am (my earliest fri since term 3 :D)

Stupid Moving Monday on Monday! Zzzzzzz -.-
And that SKW haven't reply my message.
NP is really getting slacky. We don't want it to happen either. Zzz.
Sick of Np luh .

Overdued Pictures
:)

Mac iLab (♥) !

Wahhhhh, JiaXin so strong! D:

E2's "Fierce ah!"

:D

Batman, Superman, AliBaBa, Chicken Man :D

♥ Loveeeeeee.

O:

Thankyou ah, they're praying to me fyi :D

Olay! =D

Eleana :D:D

The one in the middle is my mister!

Magic.

Squeezeeeeee :D

Some Day out! :)

Advertising for Nutella.

Me with my summon sheet, jiaxin with her chips and eleana with her ball ball which she bought after considering for so long!

Be Yourself Day ! ♥

Ssssssssssst.

Liang PoPo.

Wah, we your maid ah?!

Walao, bully T_T

AHHHHHHHH O:

Twist!

JUMP!

Majulah Singapura. Non Vi Sed Arte.

L-O-V-E

This is suppose to be some marching photo. I'm supposed to be the "guai kia" who do the correct thing, amanda is the playful one, jiaxin is the blur blur one and eleana is the IC :D

=DDDDDDD

Whoohoo!

Nandri .

That's all :)

Super pissed off now. Not our fault luh, you think we want it meh?
What - the - fuck .

(L) 想念你的微笑

2009-07-30T22:15:00.012+08:00

Wahahaha!

It's finally Thursday! =D The day which everyone awaits th most! 4tests had ended and i got no comments on any of them. Just that SS and history is gonecase D: !
I passed my Chemistryyyyy! Whoa, pigs really can fly.
No CCA tmr, don't know to be sad or happy luh. Because ATC/STC is coming and i think sec2s still dunno how to pitch tent right? Aiyah, i don't know. Why next week Moving Monday start from UG sia. Unfair!! I want to sleep until 7.30am one ! D:
Okay a new style to my blog. Very weird larh i know. I will edit again kay! :P
Today i kena molested by JiaXin larh! I'm gonna report to th police ! You shall see the chicken man's power :D
Guess what! I finnaly got my SANA badge! Lol. And i'm freaking happy because i found my TD badge! Scare me to death .

Anyw today was quite an enjoyable day with jiaxin bird eleana and i trying to"molest" one another! Lol. Jogging during PE lesson also want to disiao. Tsk, childish right :P Oh and upon mentioning PE lesson, i am damn angry luh!! Haha, spent like half an hour at th wall of th fitness corner and trying so many times to climb over th wall but failed! Zzz.
Only Chintya managed to climb over among all the girls. Conclusion ; Chintya is more of a man :P
Since our PE teacher is a new teacher and a guy, Mr Lee keep asking us if he's handsome! Haha.
After school went to help class deco, then went to comp lab find pictures, then go back to class, then go outside school eat with eleana and jiaxin (both of them very rou ma :X), then went back to school walk around th hall looking at the booths. Then went back to class help wanlin, trist, sk do th class deco and cleaned up th class.
Met chiuping and her friends thrice O: So fated uh! Hahaha.
When we were leaving school, met chintya and guys. Wahaha. Is like half of the E2 class :D
Walked to bus stop with kuomin then after that emily wenan yujie and chintya came. Damn funny can, they playing th soccer ball and the ball fly to the back and front then the people helped them kick back and yujie was like saying "wah, we can get everyone involved"! Lol.
Eeeeeeeeyer, i lazy reply messages O:

This song damn nice can! Is fcuk you in a very nice way :P
Eleana introduced to me de :D
Hahaha. Just put tempo song luh!
Aiyah i know very vulgar larh :D who cares xp

Fuck you very much by LiLy Allen.
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor

So you say it's not okay to be gay
Well, I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well, that's not how you find it

Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you

You say you think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.

Kay, end already.
Ohya anyway tmr is I&E Day and Class Deco judging! Ahhhh, hope 3E2 wins first prize. We stayed back to deco luh! :)
Pictures th next time round!
Byeeeeeeee :D

Eh ah ping sis! why my picture so small!

aiyahhhhhh, i cannot stop posting! Hahaha.
Ohya and yesterday th school tricked us. Say go what Marina Barrage in th end ended up in the biggest poly in singapore :D Lol. Did some water treatment. Boring luh. The best thing is we got free lunch! :P Chicken Burger = CHICKEN MAN :D And coke.

Then JiaXin and Bird bully me luh. Cryyyyyy! T_T
Take my burger away somemore!
Ohya then got one big sis and one big bro there very friendly :D Haha, our photo in his camera larh! O: Thenh Poly life seems so, cool D: !
D:

Ahahaha! I got so many things to rant but so little time!
Got to sleep already. Goodnight :)

2009-07-28T13:14:00.003+08:00

=D

Okay. Currently in the comp lab doing some retarded security thing (like what shermane say) :P
Oh and i survived geog test today! It's super tough (to me larh xp) Die die die.
amaths and ss tmr O: ahhhh.
Kay bye bye :D

2009-07-26T21:57:00.003+08:00

AH! D:

STC is like, 3 weeks later?!
And i'm super-not-prepared .
Ohman.
Are teachers monsters? Week 5 - 5 tests .
:/

2009-07-26T14:52:00.003+08:00

NDP'09! :)

So yesterday after tuition, rushed off to meet yili and i was damn late :P
Okay, then we went to ntuc to buy stuffs to munch on and headed for th mrt. And we thought that we are supposed to alight @ Marina Bay instead of City Hall. In the end when we reached Marina Bay then we realised that it's wrong :/ So we went back to City Hall.
Haha. Luckily there are signs around which bring us to the Marina Bay Floating Platform and the crowd was like "woah". Queued up for th fun pack and this year's one was nice. Then headed to th seats. We actualy want to sit in th middle but then th person direct us to th back :( Anyw, it's not bad larh. Just that there's this 3 boys behind us who are quite erm .. childish.
Chingna called and said she was in th pit building :) Hahaha. Meeting her for dinner.

Anyway there's a total of ten chapters in this year's NDP and of course, i think chapter 3 is th best :P The parade! :D Haha.

After the whole thing ends, we went to Marina Bay to shop shop while waiting for chingna :D
Then went to Cafe Cartel to have our dinner! :D Haha. ChingNa and her "handsome guys" stories. Tskkkkk :X

Lastly,
I ♥ yesterday!
I ♥ Singapore! =)
Most importantly, i love yili and chingna! :D
ChingNa, jiayou uh! 2 more NDPs :)

Okay, time for homeworks. Got to go!

2009-07-26T14:44:00.004+08:00

Gemini!

The Bottom Line

Somebody sort of annoying is bugging the heck out of you. Be the bigger person.

In Detail

Dissonance at your job or school might cause you some stress or discomfort at first, but once you accept the fact that everyone is entitled to his or her own opinion, you will be fine. Your relationships can withstand some healthy debate, so don't hold back when it comes to disagreeing with them. Just don't get personal about it.

Source : friendster.com

Love:
Reconsider all options before you making up your mind for good.

Source: facebook

Hmmmmm...
(what's meant to be yours will be yours, why th need to reconsider? :/)

2009-07-26T10:17:00.010+08:00

Happy Birthday Mendi!
Happy Birthday Benjamin!

Happy 15th Birthday Mendi!

Mendi (honey),
Happy 15th Birthday to you.
First thing first, get well soon!
Next, wish you a happy 15th birthday and enjoy your day!
Lastly, stay happy, cheerful and cuteeeeeee always :)
Don't let anything disrupt your way to happiness :D
Love you always ♥ !

The greatest gift on earth is having such a wonderful friend like you !
:)

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Happy Birthday Benjamin!
:)

Hahaha, our daddy when we are still innocent little secondary1 cadets.
Although it's already 2-3 years, Hope you still remember us!
Anyway, enjoy your day :D

2009-07-26T00:36:00.003+08:00

=D

Back from NDP @ 11.50pm!
Overall, quite nice larh xp
Nice dinner with chingna and yili. I got a feeling that we will be th closest friend :D
Takecare uh AH NA!

Elaborate more when i have time.
Gonna do my homework tmr and study for testS next week. 5 tests in 3 days! Isn't it awesome?
Physics, SS, P.Geog, Elect.Hist and AMaths. One word, great!
Wish me goodluck.

Off.

2009-07-25T12:04:00.002+08:00

YAY!

Tuition @ 1pm and then, NDP ! :D
Thanks YiLi for th tickets, i'm going with her :)
Probably going find chingna toooooo xp
Kay, got to take my lunch already! Post when i'm back!

Guess what, i slept @ 9pm yesterday! Just look at my panda eye! Eww.
And yesterday 3E2 broke record, only 19 survivors out of 40! 21 are absent or sent home.
Stop this flu bug please!
Get well soon, those who are sick! =D
Anyway, yesterday's parade will was successful and fun :D

Bye.

2009-07-25T08:19:00.004+08:00

Yesterday!

Stop this flu bug in 3E2!
Yup, so went to school as usual. When i reach my class, there's like only 30 people or so. Then temp taking, quite a few trigger th temp and they were sent home. Mr Cheng then passed by our class and told those who have cough, flu etc w/o fever to go home too. Almost 10 people went home. Including those like zuoyi, jocelyn blahblah. My temp was 37.3! Heh, MS Tuan nearly sent me home too :P But th stubborn me didn't want to go home. Anyway my cough/flu is not as terrible as compared to th others.
I think all th sec 3express class at least 5 absentees each! Councils, 7 out of 14 excos were sick!
And guess what! Our class is only left with 19 people. Zai! Everyone who walked past our class was like "Whoah!" And yup, among th 19 of us, of course there are still those with slight cough/flu etc!
The dangerous class. Red alert!

EMaths lesson ; Did amaths revision.
English ; Summary.
Geog; Slack. 10 pages of homework! -.-
Chinese - Zuo Wen :O

After school, ate lunch with yili nurul and aini. Then Aini rushed home to take her pt kit. Mdm Zubaidah gave us the NP room key and we went in. Took some photos with the NCDCC people, only chiuping larh xp haha. Their room seems bigger than ours luh! Anyw, slacked inside there, changed to full uni. Sec1s and 2s fall in and there's some commotion? Then that skw command us around grrrrrr :P
But still yili and i went to take th sec2s. They like no moood like that :X
Ahhhhhhh, i forgot alot commands already! :( Gonna remember everything. Then jaime and xinhui came to visit us. Oh and kenny finally did something of use. He helped us prepare a set of campcraft! Hahaha. Thanks alot uh :)
Then campcraft session, MingLiang Sir took us. Hey i can say that his teaching method really cool, i can remember everything after he taught. You can ask my squadmates "Do you know how to pitch a tent?" I can assure you that they will reply "Definately" with confidence :D
(At least he don't hurry us but explain th things well!)
Th worst thing is that he told us to do crunches @ the campcraft area and my back and hair is filled with, mud D:
Flag Lowering then debrief !

Oh yeah, NCC very scary! :X Th way th sec3s scold their juniors... Whoa.
I think we should be like that.
:P So we can achieve a silver for UOPA :D

Generally, i think that th parade was quite fun luh !
=)
More to come, so ... :D
We'll get better!

Hi m'am aka sister :)
Cheer up okay!

2009-07-23T16:14:00.004+08:00

Olay! =D

Currently @ Mac Lab with th stupid jiaxin, clever eleana and olivia.

See the difference between two of them, eleana and jiaxin:D

-/ edited.
Okay so today was such a wonderful day! :)
Except that there's 8 absentees from my class today. Ms Tuan also didn't go to school today.
Council also. 4Excos and some councils! D:
Get well soon people ! :D

I love today's PE! :D Badminton with the pros. There's a very obvious difference for sure. Haha. Then had assembly, our class don't know for what reason need go to th 3rd floor and sit. So special ! After school went to mac lab to do th stupid podcast!
And yeah, i'm down with cough and flu now. Congrats :)
My temp went up to as high as 37.4 th last time i took! Sian. Normally my normal temp is just less than 36.5!
Nevertheless, i still had to attend NPCC tmr because it's our first parade. I think after NP i will seriously breakdown. Or probably i might just collapse anytime and anywhere. Then also so many squadmates are sick :/
Crap, i think there'll be a shortage of NCOs tmr!! D:
Goodluck man.

Kay bye.

2009-07-22T18:11:00.004+08:00

Eclipse!

Ah, i missed th eclipse.
Is it when we are having english compre test?
Cause i looked up th sky and it was dark.
The next moment i looked, it's bright!
Can i live until 2168 to witness and feel the full eclipse in singapore? :D
Haha. This is crap.

Okay. I'm really relieved that i survived today! 3 tests in a day is seriously a killer.
I hope i can pass chemistry and english and get full marks for emaths! :X
My desperate wish for now.

Okay. Today was quite cold! And many people are getting sick!
Get well soon everyone :)
omgsxz, i miss bird ! Haha. Get well soon kay.
After school, went lunch-ing with yili! And homed.

=)
Parade on Friday! I'm lazy to polish my boots!
But i have to do it. Shall polish later! Blah.
Somehow, i miss my uniform. Hahaha :P
Definately not the so 'cool' number of badges ):

Not forgetting my awesome squadmates.
Going to reunite with them after so long! Haha.
I'm already prepared to laugh my ass off on friday!
♥

Farewell!

2009-07-20T22:57:00.006+08:00

Tired.

I am really tired now.
Of everything.

How can i change this into a ":)" ?
I'm wondering..

I got to survive .

I can't stand this. So i created a new private blog [:
And it's meant to be, real private.
:) Rantinggggggs !

Funny! I'm communicating through emails . Lol.

2009-07-19T22:02:00.004+08:00

I'm blogging, again.

Olay, i've just finished my homework(s), with exception of chemistry. I got no idea 'what the heck' is the question about.
Harry Potter! =)

Good thing is that school is starting late tmr.

(L) Love isn't a crime at all.
Definately.
But why does it seems like a crime to me, for loving you (?)