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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Urgh .

Oh no! Why is the Ferrari Team lagging behind! Urgh :/ is it because there's no Massa? Massa, come back please. This year's F1 is not as exciting as last year's because there are racers like massa, rai, hamilton, alonso competing. No excitement this year. And so far, rai isn't doing his best, he'll be th 13th tmr. Aww. Jiayou tmr !! :D

Yeah. I'm left with some amaths ques. One physics paper D: and chem test is on monday. Sianz. Eoy in 4days time. I'm not prepared!


Dawn's breaking @ 1:05:00 AM
farewell ! :)



Saturday, September 26, 2009

Beautiful lies .

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How i hope so .

I'm back once again to start my rants. This week had not been a good week for me because there's test, test and more tests which makes my world upside down because my paper is upside down with so many mistakes.

Next thing, Outward Bound (OBS!)
Yeah. I don't get the idea why only Singaporeans can get to go for this course when they say it's for "leaders". PR and even foreigners do serve the school well too. That sets me to think "Why the hell am i serving the school so much, so much that i didn't even see the school recognising our efforts." (or maybe only my effort)(or maybe i'm not even serving the school well) Oh whatever. This world is so unfair.

500 bucks for this 5-days camp? Although i really want to go, but come to think of it, i'll be the 'public' down there which will be weird. And not only that, after like 10years or so, you might even forget what you are doing in this camp and even the friends you've known! So, i shall not waste my parents hard-earned money because it's really expensive. One day for 100bucks? Hah, they are out to cheat money luh! What laws. I know that MOE would surely help the Singaporeans more luh. But develop leaders is what they want. They scared we run away ah. Afterall, i've been staying in Singapore once i'm born up till now. And yes, i'm born in singapore, why am i not a singaporean? Zzzzzz -.-
I can pay for myself but ............. should I go ? :( Tell me whether i should or should not go leh.


Sigh. Enough of that.
Yup so on thursday, Mr Amos Goh stayed back with us from like 2pm to 6pm to help us in our physics, for our test the next day and teach us some things that we don't understand. Thank you so much :) You are really the best teacher ! ANd yup i went home and started studying for my physics and history test.

Yesterday, history test was still manageable, i think? But i forget the factor on the RUssia Communism thing! I did read about that. But it's okay ... 5 minutes later, my mind gave a 360 degrees turn. Physics test. I'm like see the first question omg already ~ I forgot the conversion. Damn my mind. Then that motorbike question! Constant speed so acceleration is zero! Why didn't i think of that?! D: Then behind one, sure alot mistakes. Vector drawing ; 1cm = 50N. 200N should be 4cm but i drew 2cm -.- Whole thing wrong. What the ..... I really don't know what i'm thinking about for the 45minutes :/
[ Sorry Mr Goh for wasting your 3 hours on me and i've still done so badly for my test. I promise i'll work hard for physics and probably score in the Os :) Because i know that EOY is confirm out of the point. Anyway, thankyou so much. ]
After school, called OBS which told me a very saddening news. Mrs Singh taught us chemistry. Did emaths in council room and went home ... Thought about OBS and still got no idea if i should go or not LOL. My parents ask me to think about it and if i want, they will allow. But .....

I finally understood what is stress this year. Lol.

Cousin from malaysia in singapore (:
Homework : 3physics papers, 1amath, 1emath, P.geog Questions :/
Jiayou everyone!
Ah. Tuition later.

Formula One in singapore !
Kimi Raikkonen, JIAYOU :D ~
Watch F1 to observe the acceleration, retardation of the f1 car and plot vt graph :) LOL.


Ps, i'm going hiatus till 13oct .
Bye.

我找不到生活上的光芒。
世界真不公平。


Dawn's breaking @ 8:17:00 AM
farewell ! :)



Monday, September 21, 2009

♥ Malaysia !

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Yesterday was so awesome :) Yup, Malaysia :D
Was reluctant to go at first because exams are coming and i can't possibly waste my one day. But afterall, it was nice and fun. Woke up about 6 in the morning and got ready but only set off at about 8plus cause we went to check the web and there's no sign of traffic jam :D

In the car, crap alot with my parents and brothers :) them! Haha. They are not so bad afterall xP And we were talking about this CCA stuffs and we talked about NCC and NPCC. Blah. My brother's school uses a good way to punish their cadets - If they didn't polish their boots , they have to do it under the sun. If they didn't tuck in their shirt, _ . Quite a nice way though, i think i'm gonna copy a little and put it in Beatty :P We were talking about NCC when my brother said " NCC have alot of shuai ge " -.- Okay. And we finally reached Malaysia. First stop : Breakfast @ Aunt's house. Cousins were all still sleeping. Haha. After about 1 hour or so, went off to uncle's house. My aunt there told me to solve a Primary6 Maths Question using the primary 6 method but i can't solve it D: I can only use algebra. Ohmygod. See how i sucked @ Maths!

Oh and there was my cousin's cousin staying there and we talked alot :) Like the schooling system between Malaysia and Singapore. Yup, and theirs is they can only get to choose what subjects they are going to take after their sec3 major exam, which is on this friday (heh, goodluck! :D) And then they have a total of 3 exam each year. Since theirs is a chinese school they don't have to learn Malay and it's cool. Hahah, their chinese are like "O:". Yup, she helped me with my letter writing :P And i taught her Maths. Haha. Oh and their Maths is a combination of emaths and amaths. It's just a subject called maths. 'cause they learnt things like logarithms, linear law and trigo while ours is amaths. Cool isn't it? And after their major exams, they can choose whether to come to singapore to study. But first of all, they have to pass the MOE's test assigned for them! Wow. And she's aiming to come to singapore! Haha JIAYOU :D So next time we can go our together! :P And i will have a friend to study with.
Other than that, i guess there's nothing else. (but if she come to singapore, i can guarantee fun :P) Heh, hope to seeyou uh! (:

Kay then we went to the house that my dad just bought for my grandma (new house in johor!!) :D And it was like super dirty la. 'cause partly because there's crops there. When the guy cleared the crops, you can see all sorts of creatures crawling up to the surface and it was scary ~ Yup and also, snails ruled that place there! O: We helped out in clearing the other parts of the house! (OLAY, BBQ THIS COMING SATURDAY @ M'SIA) :D
I'm gonna enjoy myself so much before exams start :P

Went for lunch then slack @ uncle's house while i attended a tuition class there :P My aunt is tuition teacher mah. Oh and in the class there's 2 guys who are from singapore. They live in malaysia and study in singapore which is like O: They have to wake up early everyday just to go to school. But luckily their school is at woodlands area. And they crapped alot. Lol. One is taking his 'O's and one his 'N's. Hehheh xP 3 new friends ~ Continued my homework there and study geog abit before we headed down to continue clearning the house :X Tiring luh! And my cute little cousin is there too! Grabbed him to take photo :P Haha. He's simply too cute, that's why. Reached singapore @ about 12am .

Alright, i shall let pictures do the talk!


Little cousin and his series of events :


1. Eh, what is that?
2. Who is trying to take picture of me! 1 photo taken, $100000! *innocent face


3. Uhoh. My hand is stuck!! "mummy daddy korkor jiejie!!!"
4. Let me try sweeping the floor :P


5. why is the broom taller than me?!
6. I want to jump to become taller.


7. Oh i seee. (mum showed him how to sweep floor)
8. It's my turn! Look @ my power!


9. help me! i got no strength!
10. *brother tries to help him* by snatching the broom.


11. I still won :P
12. Let me try sweeping the drain.


" AM I SO FAMOUS"
- why everyone wants to take photo with me? (smile)


"OH NO. JIEJIE's got me" let me go T_T


Hahaha. End of story. So cute right! How i wish i'm still as innocent as him X:



Me : Take photo with me larh!
Dog : You so ugly i then don't want
:(


See my magic.
"wahahahaha, you see a shuai ge?!" - brother
(ps, i think shuai ge uh ; as in unlucky)


Zilian zilian :P
(ps la, i too bored)



the horrible snails that rule the world and dad doing work :D



"We are not slacking hor"
- brothers acting serious :]



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Today (Bored to death) :

Studied chemistry all the way and i finally understand some topics i didn't understand. Hope to score well for chem and physics. And they should not have put anymore test this week, we have to study for exams instead of tests luh. But well ..... (that's apparently not how they think) They should be thinking, tests now will definately help us in exams. Ah whatever.
Just one more week to EOY exams and i only started on geog physics and chem. Goodness gracious. Work harder kale!
But i want to eat subway! I want to go crazy! D:
(Wait until after exams!)

=) alright. Got to go.

i'vegotaveryweirdfeelingandidon'texactlyknowwhatitmeans



Dawn's breaking @ 8:53:00 PM
farewell ! :)



Sunday, September 20, 2009

Going to malaysia! All the best to everyone in mugging :P jiayou. Byebye! I'm gonna emo in th car (:

Should i go to hongkong?
Chiuping, chingna! You guys going? I confirm go if your go xP camwhore ~


Dawn's breaking @ 7:43:00 AM
farewell ! :)



Saturday, September 19, 2009

Open your eyes big .

Hi. Sense how angry i am while i'm typing this post out. Yup, i'm super fed up with someone.
Uh. Go on, say all you want, spread all you want. Good is that your mouth can stay right up in th sky so th birds can hear, th people in th heaven can hear and bless me uh. Or you prefer it to be right down at th bottom of th earth and let those corpses who are buried down there come alive to listen. Hah, to say that i trustED you. That's th dumbest thing i've ever done. However, thankyou so much that you've made me realise how i have to open my eyes real big to see who are th ones whom i can really trust and who are th ones who are just pretending to be innocent, get all th news and spread like it's none of his/her problem. From that day onwards, don't even try to bug me. Don't make me explode. And stop acting in front of me, 'cause i can't stand it.
Ps, if you know who i'm referring to, don't bother to feel sorry to that person because th person doesn't deserve to get pitied. You want to see th dark side of me? I dare you .

Yup. From now on, i'll just keep my mouth as tight as possible and my eyes th biggest i can ever go to find out who are th ones who i can tell secrets to. You will be surprised. Hah, what lies.

Next thing, if you manage to know my url, don't link me at th moment (: sorry.


'cause you're th one i'm missing <3


Dawn's breaking @ 7:25:00 PM
farewell ! :)



Friday, September 18, 2009

Insomnia.

My insomnia is acting on me again :( sian. I tried to sleep but i can't. You're th reason why. I keep thinking and thinking. Sigh. You talked to me, finally (: and i'm satisfied already. Thankyou so much and score well for your EOY.I believe you can do it ! Urgh kill my brain cell please. I have to sleep.



-/ edited @ night ;


♥ Last Paradeeeee! (:


Anyway, today is friday! And it's the so called "CCA-DAY" :B I've always enjoyed Friday out of the so-many-days in one week ! =D The time when i can really relax because there's NPCC :D Yep, so after school, went to collect the key with yili mummy but ms tan wasn't there. So we went down to put our bags in the canteen and went up to find teacher again, hoping she was there. When i saw chingna, yiliang, kahwee. It's like illegal gathering. Haha! And then Norman came. See, really illegal gathering, sec3 np :P After we placed our bags inside the room and counted some logistics, i headed for lunch with yili mummy :) And gabriel joined us. Haha. We went back to the NP room again and then to the council room and back to the np room again. It's like omg, suddenly rain so heavily and we were like "O:", didn't plan for wet weather and practically first thought was, "Indoor Sports Hall!" Of course, not only we thought of that, so many CCAs were there and we changed venue. Supposed to be some camptain's ball game session but due to the lack of space, we changed to song session. And some games like dog&bone etc.




blurrr ~ :X

Halfway through, i left for council taking. We took so long to settle ourselves and was only on stage for like less than 5m inutes? Haha. Glad that some of the seniors actually bothered to join us =D I stood with xinhui and sinyee ~ :P We cheat one. Lol. Okay, after that rushed back to NP and i realised they are at 3rd floor -.- SO i went up to the third floor and slacked in the council room a while :P 'cause i never wear ptkit mah! Haha. Then rushed to change full uni. Went back to NP room and get rank =D Gave out the corporals and lcp rank to the sec1 and 2s. Congrats all on passing, make sure you all do well for the unit in the future! :D Kay then uniform check and prepared for photo-taking. That skw so blur luh, CIs ask him organise us but he went to fall in with us . Gao Xiao. Yeahhhh, stood with xinxia and oh ya, i rmb the sign we used during national day! We used that sign for our informal shot again ~ Heh xP After that, muster parade. Chingna and yiliang was the flag bearer and skw the parade commander.

So while they were rehearsing, we took the secondary1s. They are damn cute i tell you! But when it's time to be serious, they are not serious. And when it's time to play, they look so serious. They were in their full uni and they were doing all sorts of crap ._. Make me xinxia and yili want laugh also cannot. Too cute already la! But be more serious ~Okay then muster parade. Skw damn funny. March one round, stand at ease then i think he did wrongly. And ChingNa's flag got stuck . But still managed to solve it. After that, dismissal! NCOs debrief and homed. Reach home at near 8?

Tiring day! (: But awesome still. It's last parade D:

Jiayou all for your EOY :D


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( Ahhhh, I sucked in this picture. Look @ the two other pretty ladies )

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Hello Sergeant ! :PP
I ♥ your lanyard !
LOL ~

Kay bye.
不在乎。


Dawn's breaking @ 12:35:00 AM
farewell ! :)



Thursday, September 17, 2009



Retarded xP


Okayyyyy. Today nothing interesting luh. Just that the weather very nice and cooling and i have the mood to pay attention in class ~ :D And Chloe came to take our class because history teacher was not in school . Talk with her for one hour :D Omg. I miss out Secondary1 times and of course, our sec1 mentors! And not forgetting, our sec2 and 3 mentors!

Oh yup. If you don't have the commitment to do something, just don't do it. It's no use forcing yourself to do it because you will still end up with nothing in the end. Why not just put your heart and soul into the things you do? I just don't understand. I only know that i get pissed with people like that and have to keep bugging people and make people pity them. Apart from that, they are also the troublemakers in everything. I cannot do anything to control them because it's their decision and i definately do not have the rights to comment so much. I just hope they will grow up. Afterall, they have to respect me before i even respect them.


Yup. Enough of that. Just finish uploading pictures and i'm bringing my camera tmr ~ Congrats to those who passed LCP, CPL and of course, sergeant :D Gonna camwhore till i drop tmr.
Seeyou! =)


Dawn's breaking @ 9:31:00 PM
farewell ! :)



Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Hello! Today's lesson was quite boring due to th warm weather in th afternoon ~ i can't believe i nearly slept during chemistry lesson and even physics! Oh my. Can people stop polluting th environment, haze will decrease, stop global warming and it will not be so warm! Torturing you know. Haha.

However, something interesting today. Mr Albert Einstein came into our class, he set off his nuclear thingi @ night and make the dark sky bright for two hours. After which, many people asked him how he did it because it was so amazing!
He wrote 3 letters, one number " E= mC^2 " and walked out of th classroom and the whole class burst into laughters :D (you won't know what i'm talking about unless you are from 3e2, i apologise for any inconvenience caused! :P haha)

Next thing, siaozhabor will not be going to school tmr! I guess i will rot for the 2periods of chinese. Heh, most importantly, just takecare of yourself. And this is called causing grevious hurt voluntarily (he can get sued you know). This is th most remarkable, unreasonable thing i've heard, seriously. Anyway, takecare! Seeyou on friday then! Cheer up <3 there's always this guai zhabor here for you :P

Oooooh, 2more days !! And hjm etc are coming back for phototaking! Olay =D
I'm typing all this out with a phone :D yeah ~
And while typing this whole essay out, i'm feeling th pressure with my bed covered with physics stuffs. Due to my vol, th pressure is high because the air particles keep bombarding with me. Eh omg wth am i talking. Ok bye bye bye ! :D

I wonder when it'll happen :(


Dawn's breaking @ 11:11:00 PM
farewell ! :)



Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Screw it.

I'm forced to come online to edit the friday's parade thing. Whatever is that bonding session -.- LOL. And anyway, i'm super looking forward to this friday :) Reason being i can (MAYBE) get sergeant and it's before our photo taking session. Okay, scarly i'm the one that fail T_T Hope the sec4s can join us for phototaking. I shall ask Ms Tan :D Yeahhhhhhhhh ~ And my at least 5 badges. I hope can get all lor :( I see the other schools npcc, their uniform damn zai. Like got 2 rows of badge plus one super shiny SPF BADGE! Wahhhhhh, envy them to the max!

I had my english oral today and i was only satisfied with my reading aloud! That picture discussion was screwed :( Same like the conversation. Damn sian! I think i have to hear Mrs Hui's scoldings after she got our results. Congratulations :) Zzzzzzzz. Whatever, it's over. And class bonding was so slack, right eleana? :D With yujie and people like joel wenan, wait long to win =) Lol. I wanna go play bball after exams, kailing jiaxin amanda olivia eleana !!!

Sian. I hate planning schedules la -.- Whatever is with that. Still must type out T______T
I want watch tvee one luh! Still must upload to blog and post @ np's blog. You know why i hate admin stuffs now. Screwwwwwww.

Okay just let me rant la hor xP Once in a while. Bear with me :P

And other CCAs like NCC and NCD went for some courses and get staff sergeant already. Soon they can be master sergeant. We are still stuck with this corporal rank -.-! Sian a million. I can only "WAHHHHHH" and envy their ssgt rank and their lanyard. Why NP don't have?! :(


Edited @ 10.18pm.
Dang. Finally done with that ps. Byebye. Go study liao :)
Oh ya squadmates, please please please go for next parade!


When's the next time i can see you again ?


Dawn's breaking @ 8:50:00 PM
farewell ! :)



Monday, September 14, 2009

Hi (:
Finished studying a few chapters of physics and packing my bag! Sch's in 7/8 hours time. A tight schedule when school reopens. And yeah, i never fail to get scolded every sunday -.- it's okay, xi guan jiu hao.
Kay got to sleeep, bye!
Imxxxx...

Before i forget,
All the best to those graduating classes who will be having their prelims tmr ~ esp all my NP seniors and of course, hjm! Jiayou :D


Dawn's breaking @ 12:15:00 AM
farewell ! :)



Saturday, September 12, 2009

Inter-unit Quiz 09 :)

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Squad Bravo !


Bravo is bravo, indeed ! (:
Probably the best people i've known.


Yeahhhhhhh, LMSC pictures has got back to meeeeee ~
Hahah, those who wants it but haven't get tell me. I will pass you the CD.

Anyway today was Inter-Unit Quiz Comp :)
Hahaha. So i met my squadmates at around 8am. I was the first to reach luh! Follow by cai, norman, xinxia, kahwee, yili, marcus, yiliang and then chingna! (Now you see who's the bad guy? Haha kidding :P) Trained to CCK. Chatted in the bus :) All the crap came out of their mouths. Haha. Next parade, goodluck man ~ :P Oh and next time cannot talk to kahwee or chingna in the mrt. They suddenly talk very loud one. Esp that skw! He's super racist i tell you (Read chingna's blog!)

Okayyyyyy and after we alight, saw some RI area mates :) I only recognised the tall guy. Lol. Yiliang went to do something (HAHAHA) while we went to buy our breakfast. After that, boarded the bus and went to HTA :D While waiting for the bus, we were talking about this shit topic brought out by miss KCN! Lol.
*Ps, it's my first time travelling to HTA by myself lol X: Changed into our full uniform @ the toilet. Ahhhh, the toilet is nice :P I miss the toilet there haha. The bad thing is that there isn't any fans in the washroom. Other than that, perfect! =)

Okay okay. Then we headed down to like some cafe/canteen place while waiting for 10 o'clock to come. CHS was behind us X: Lol. No familiar faces. Went in to take a seat and CHS was behind us. One familiar face - jeffrey! Haha. At least. Others idk them except for like 1/2 more? Then slacked, and finally it's time! We went to fall in at the path behind the parade square. At first, i didn't notice that XMS was beside our school. Then one CI called "xinmin", i'm like omg. Looked to my left and saw haozhe -.- Slowly slowly, i saw bingsheng, terence, benjamin, zhekang. Wow, 5 TVPS in XMS NP. Not bad uh :P Hahah. And that haozhe saw me and turned to tell idk who -.- then everyone started to look at my direction (*find place to hide*) but failed. They still saw me eventually -.- Lol.

Beatty was located to classroom 14! =) A nice number eh? The sir inside was quite friendly, but he sort of talk too much crap. Lol. He's from Yishun Town Sec right? :/ And he is showing off his unit gold -.- Quiz began. I think it is like worst then exams luh! Haha. Kay the questions were alright i guess :) Except for some weird questions which is related to other countries. So i see the name cool then i put as answer ~ :D Then damn funny. When the quiz was left with 25 mins, the person announced "5mins" on the speaker and we were like "O:?!" Even the CIs also. He collected our papers. Then the speaker again "15mins more" O:? Lol. So he returned the papers back to us.

That ChingNa keep laughing and smiling to herself. Tskkkkk ~ Make me want to laugh also. Then see yiliang's retarded face, he still give me a face and made me laugh -.- EEh attempt cheating hor ~ Haha. Finally time's up. Went to change out of full uni and i met Ivy in the washroom.
NPCC events are always so ...
I get to see many people! [:

We then walked to the bus stop after that. So many people! And back to the mrt station. That chingna good luh, never even say byebye to us ~ Tsk. Yeah, then crapped on the way back too. Damn lol. They were betting on who will fail sergeant -.- Why can't they let everyone pass. "LCP SKW" Lol. Alighted at Bishan with xinxia cai yili yiliang norman marcus skw and the guys and girls can't decide where to have lunch.

The guys wanted to eat at Mac and we wanted to eat at food junction! Last resort, scissors paper stone LOL. The guys cheat one la. But it's okay, as it'd been years or never that we've eaten meals together X: Don't care hor, next time our turn to decide! If not not fair to us. Guys must be gentleman after all :P anyway saw quite a few people at j8. At mac, there's the guangyang np gang - tzejie and weekiat th familiar ones! Also th kcp np gang with their ci and i saw jasmine (: but no sight of manju?! Oh and their Ci came and talk to us. Haha. Before we left, saw qiwei and kevin. Small world after all xp after lunch, rushed for tuition. Saw zhengqian and jeffrey @ the overhead bridge. Lol. Bused with yiliang and yilin then yilin alighte at her house there. When yunqi and gang boarded th same bus as us :) And, I feel like sleeping during the tuition luh! Super tired ...

School's reopening in 1 day time. How nice :/
Kay bye!

Okay. After today, i'm gonna start mugging and that's it.
If others can do it, why can't I ? Believe :) Jiayou everyone.



Dawn's breaking @ 8:33:00 PM
farewell ! :)





:O

Hahahaha. I tried to sleep but i can't. So i occupied myself by filing in my worksh!ts. I can't believe i did that too :/ have to start mugging and stop myself from thinking, seriously D:
Yeah, and my chem file is going to burst soon, follow by physics and ss. Wow, just one year and th worksh!ts are ... horrible! Have to get another file soon.

5hours of sleep once again. Byeee!
:(


Dawn's breaking @ 12:57:00 AM
farewell ! :)



Friday, September 11, 2009

I'm so lost :/

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Hello! Today is the third last day of September holidays. EOY is just less than 3 weeks time and i've only started revision for very little subjects. Oh man, i just feel guilty slacking my way while people are mugging ! Why can't i just study like them? :/

Wii competition today and it was alright. Helped out for one hour at the registration there, left for history lesson and went back again. But it ended. So we had a little debrief session. After that, we all fighting to play the tennis game -.- Lol. I only played once. Haha, i can always go my cousin's house to play :P Went for lunch with mother, cai and chingna. After that headed down to mac to study with mother and chingna while cai went home. Hahaha, chatted and do our stuffs. Went home after that.

Have to wake uo early tmr for that inter-unit quiz again T_T I've been sleeping for only 5 hours in the past 4 days because there's always lesson at 8am. Good thing is i didn't have any nightmares. Haha. And i've yet to prepare my full uniform. GG. Gonna read throught the email chingna sent us and prolly it might help tmr. Hope we won't be disqualified because i think my group only has 4 person and no reserve :/ If not, we'll really be wasting our time!

And goodluck tmr squadmates! Lol. (meeting them at like 8am tmr D:) Have to travel all the way to HTA by ourselves :( And after that, have to rush down for tuition. Lucky there's yiliang :P And I've persuaded him to go. Oh and skw is always so funny to have meetings in msn and the outcome is always, nothing! Lol how cute! :D

Okay, seeyou :)

I feel like privating this blog, should i ?


-/ edited :
Omg. I just passed by some school's NPCC blog and their activities are liko x10000000 more than ours. Lol. If i can just contribute as much as possible to Beatty NPCC, it'd be so great. However, it seems like i can't help out in anything because our activities are so minimised! They have activities like visiting army open house, holiday trainings. Interunit quiz ; they are provided with materials where they have to mug. Some CIPs and they've even started to train for the campcraft comp .......... (how i envy them)
Okay, those are good schools and i shouldn't compare in this way.


我总觉得我的生命里像失去了什么似的,
到底是什么? :/


Dawn's breaking @ 10:07:00 PM
farewell ! :)





I am tired.

I want to sleep, but i can't! I'm getting insomnia :/
Have to wake up at about 7am tmr. Saturday will be a longer day for me :(
Anyway, today went back to school for approx 4 hours of maths lesson and headed down to mac to 'study' with chingna :D

And stupid blogger is playing with my post on STC. Why like something missing one! :/
Nvm, i shall go and type and check again when i'm free.
Alright, my lappy has 15% batt left and i shall not waste my time here anymore.

Got to force myself to sleep. So bye!


Dawn's breaking @ 12:12:00 AM
farewell ! :)



Wednesday, September 9, 2009

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Survival Training Camp '09 ♥ :)


Okay. I'm finally posting about this! Sorry for this lag. Anyway it took place from the 14th-16th August and i've really enjoyed myself for the three days. Let me start right from the very beginning !


First day (14th Aug) :


After school, me xinxia and cai headed down to xx house to put down our school stuffs and prepared for the camp. Bought food to her house to eat too :) Chiong all the way back to school because we are already late and went to the NP room. Many sec2s are already at the foyer. Then after they placed their bags in the NP room, we headed to fall in at the foyer. Firstly, administrative stuffs was done like collecting of their ezlink. And we got to know of our groupings. I was actually in the same group as Norman and Nurul but they both didn't go, so, i was left alone in group1. Nevermind, LMSC was also like that. Only Beatty-ian in that group. Sounds pathetic? :/ Boarded the bus, collect the sec2's valuables :) And then chatted with marcus kahwee xx and cai at the back of the bus. Were we making alot of noise? Haha. Oh and i forgot to mention, there's only 5 pathetic sec3 beatty-ians! And all of us were in different group except for cai and xx (they always in the same group one!! LMSC also! :X) Anyway, in the bus we still thought of heading back because abit throw face luh, 5 sec3s, kena owned by 16/17 sec 2s.

When we reach the Changi Jetty, the first person we saw, HO Rebecca. We were like stun tio and "eh shit la, this 3days will not be nice anymore :/" Totally mood change and i'm like abit sian diao already. Then the sec2s boarded the bump boat first and we waited for more people to come before heading to Ubin. When we were in the boat, i suddenly remembered that i've left my thermometer in my school bag which is at xx house. Luckily they said there was this forehead one :) Phew. And then we assembled at the area outside the HSBC water building there. Was told where our groups were and went to joined them. Quite a few familiar faces, jeffrey tzejie(!) andre etc (LMSC bravo!) They were discussing about our group cheer then. "PUMA" was our group name. Other group was addidas, nikey and arena. This year's theme was sports i guess. Haha ours funny cheer. You know the popeye? :D It was drizzling while we waited for more people to come and we wore our ponchos, damn hot and stuffy!

When almost everyone has reached. Our first activity started : Treasure Hunt :D
First stop, we were told of some 7th month things and the first stop was th stage all those at the front there. So we went and looked frantically for answers to fill in before we can proceed to the next station. We were stuck there for quite long :X Next stop, the water place. One of the answers was so obvious at the picture beside us and we just didn't notice X: The ants one. Haha. And next stop, i forgot where. I only know when we reached the campsite, my group was like cheering? :D Yeah was the 3rd group to reach. And sec3s campsite is at the new one with this very cool and big field whereas sec2s went to the old one (our last year's one). When everyone reached, some admin stuffs was done and there's this points system thing, quite interesting :)
Lucky for us, we got to know that HO rebecca is at the sec2s campsite :P

Next activity which i knew most of us hated : Tent Pitching. It was so difficult to peg the pegs in! There were stones all around and i've got a blister :/ No offence luh, but most of the tent pitching was done by beatty sec - me xx and yilin :P And there was only 2 girls tent. Hahaha, only 12 girls -.- After tent pitching, there's still a check which is quite cool and our old area doesn't have it. Dinner was next and we were assigned to a shelter with group 2. We brought all our rations there and began munching on some dry rations because we can't seem to find any solid fuel and time was running out. Everyone ate so little luh, even the guys! Anyway, we reported late after our dinner :X Next activity : Campfire sing-along session. I volunteered to be a song leader and xinxia was the female mc (*clapclapclap*). Other song leaders are jeffrey (bravo!), chuankai (bravo!) and gavin, one more guy i forgot who :P And male mc was honghui (bravo again!) :D
Ps, so did you see how bravo is bravo? :P Hahaha.
Okay anyway we practised our songs and there's quite a few new songs to me. Then after we practised, went to lead the whole cohord with some help of CIs :) The spirit was okay luh, not really high. Only at the 'she'll be coming round the mountain' everyone got hyper. Because the 'yipee aye aye yipee yipee aye' Very nice to sing :D
After that was mass debrief at at the same time supper - sense of urgency not there etc. After that briefing for sentry duty and my group got the last slot, which can gain the most points and have the least sleep. My group was allocated for the 1.30am slot (if i'm not wrong).
So, went back to the tent to sleep and it was quite stuffy. Until about like 1.15am like that woke my group mates up and prepared to go for sentry duty. Hey, we girls were earlier than the guys :P Planned the route for our sentry and then began. There was one place where we were heading for the jetty and there was this dummy scout boy standing at the dunno where and it was super scary luh. Walked here and there and sweat :X After sentry, went back to sleep and only slept for like 2 hours?! The tent was super stuffy, not like last year where only there's only 3 people in my tent :X


Day 2 (15Aug) :

Went for wash up at about 5 and fall in at 6. Physical Training session. It was quite tiring luh, especially the part where we have to jog up the slope, down the slope etc D: But i still endured through :D Next was breakfast i think. Same place, same food ; dry rations only. Again, we were late. Next was the Activity Cycle : IRC, LandEx, Jetty Jump (for my group). Unfortunately, IRC that time it was raining so we cannot do th activities. Sian ~ Anyway, we played some games like ' concentration, whacko ' etc. Got to know more of my group mates. No IRC, but HRC next year! Looking forward :P Not only games, there was also sing-along session again :X Good change for us to practice our songs. And my group's campfire prep was still not done ): Finally, lunch time. Cooked maggie mee but couldn't finish, and we were late again. Lol. Thanks to guys like jeffrey jeremy andre (all chs) to help clear the things. Yeah, some schools (i shall not name) are just so ungentleman. First to reach the shelter and only taking their rations, first to leave without clearing. Damn F up with these few guys, i think most of my group mates too, all were complaining! Fyi, it's npcc camp luh. Not some leisure camp. We don't care if you are rich or not and whether you are pampered at home or not -.-

After that was our land expedition. At the start, we were quite enthu and sang songs :) Halfway through, it was raining (again!) and all of us was like sian diao. We took shelter at one of the place while discussing our campfire things and new cheer. Whoogashaga whoogashaga puma puma :D I love this part. Oh and during the land ex, jeremy keeps talking chinese and the m'am told us "another chinese, you guys will owe us 5". Haha then he spoke again and really kena. Tsk, want speak chinese also speak softer mah :D Then there's this very cute little boy who keeps talking chinese to my group mate and he replied in chinese. Then CIs were like counting LOL. And he was bullying the dog. Super funny, we all laughing there. Then on our way back, met group 2. Their group very high, sing the "there was a stream song". 'cause my group don't know the song so we only help them sing the "gay-eyeeeeeeeeeeeeee!" part :D Hahah. Finally we reached the campsite and there was no time already, so didn't get to do Jetty Jump. What a waste, but it's okay :) At least land ex was kind of fun :D Kena suan-ed by cai xx mucus and skw about the jetty jump ; 'i jump 3 times!', 'i jump 6times' - whatever ! :P

Dinner was next :) And this was the best dinner i have? :D hahaha.
After that was CAMPFIRE!! Sec2s came over to our site. Ownage man, they have 6 groups while we only have 4 groups. But the spirit we owned them :D Haha! Many sec3s were high i think :) Finally, everyone went to the council ring. Scary~ Was the song leader for this first group consisting of puma and addidas. And first performance was puma :X Screwed up. Then many more songs. Everyone was high luh :) But last year, the CIs of area 13 were super duper high! Haha. Okay and slowly group by group to perform. The theme for sec3s was "comradeship" and sec2s i think was "H1N1". Not bad luh, some sec2s one very cute. Tengteng was complaining how her group screwed the performance (it's okay :D) Yeah then got one sec2 group the cheer also same like ours. Oh and i LOVE addidas group cheer. 'a-a-adiddas, a-a-addidas. that's the way ahah ahah, i like it ahah ahah. that's the way ahah ahah, i like it addidas. addidas yeah!" Then at last, the campfire spirit was gone and campfire "declared close" D: Hahah. In the middle, there's the friendship dance and it was cool. Same dance partner for the 4/5 rounds :P Lol. Then there's this "she'll be coming round the mountain when she comes" the MC very funny.
HongHui: Where is xinxia?
Xinxia: I'm here i'm here and *appears from the crowd.
Damn cute! Haha. Oh and another part, the "gako geko"
Xinxia: Boing boing boing :D
(then we keep making fun of her after that)
Oh and at the last part of the campfire, i don't know part of the songs. Very paiseh. But it was FUNNNNNN :D CIs sang the song "Love me". Very sad :(

After campfire, we learnt some of our mistakes and survival games time! Only completed two stations. First one, our task was to make a bag which can contain all our water bottles ponchos etc only by using trash bags, twines. Interesting :) I see other groups one like santa clau's bag. Hahaha. Ours too nice already! :P Next one was opening a can of pineapples without any can opener. At the start, the guys were like using the sides of the shelter to open it. Then CIs taught us another way which is cool luh, i've learnt something :D After that was debrief and supper. Good news for the day, there would not be sentry duty the next day :P Lol. Okay then went to sleep.


Day 3 (16Aug):


Have such a nice 4/5 hours of sleep when suddenly whistle blow, which means fire drill. Everyone was like jumping out of the tents luh. Not only that, i was running my life with my half open eyes. Can't get it open, was super tired! Fire drill at about 5 in the morning. My group miscounted again and got pumped just because of it :/ I think next time should count properly. Kay anyway, we were dismissed for a short wash up time and then pt time. Same thing, everything was alright until the jog again! (this CI is really trying to torture us :X) Haha. We ran up the slope, down the slpoe so many times! However, not a bad thing luh. Physical training :D Haha. Many people falled out and there's only like 5 girls surviving! Yeah third day my spirit is higher than second day leh :P

After that, breakfast time. Ate with xx and cai this time round. Just some ration pack. After breakfast, it was the grand finale! Grand finale means the time when you can score many many many points and help your group win the best group award :) Haha. 3 stations. First station, where there had to be some where th hands have to interlock, some with legs tied together and some blindfolded. Firstly, the hands interlock group and the legs tied together group will move first and they have to guide the blindfolded people to the ending point. I think we were the third to finish luh ~ Next station - balloons. Where we cannot use our hands to move the balloon to another side and can only use our body. At first, we asked the sir if we can use our mouth and he said can, then some of us just ran with the balloons in our mouth to the ending point and then the sir called us back and told us that everyone was supposed to be supporting the balloons (not clear instructions luh). Have to redo again :/ Okay, last station, finding our group number around the flag pole area. Wah, ours difficult to find luh, i see other groups like so easy to find. And then after finding all the papers we had to form a sentence "staircase to the foyer". Reported there and had to find some paper that write 'finish'. Wah, also very difficult to find. But we found it before another group came. Phew. And we were the third to finish :X

We were briefed on out duties for the area cleaning and my group was allocated to clean the command post, foyer and canteen area. However, some group snatch away our jobs! Blah. The m'am was supposed to be ours, but nevermind, we went to clean the tent sheets. The sun is shining so brightly like nobody's business and all of us were sweating like m-a-d. More groups came to help and we are done with the vigorous cleaning of tent sheets and probably the most difficult job :) But what are friends for? :D

Secondary Twos then came to our campsite for the last and final debrief and prize presentation :) Before that, we had some photo-taking session! (Ps, i can't wait to get the photos!)
Congrats to TengTeng for getting best female camper among the sec2s and of course,
Jeffrey for getting the best male camper award (you deserve it :D)
Not forgetting the best group, nikey !


Yup. Said bye to people and headed down to celebrate :P I shared my drink with my squadmates. Of course, as the saying goes "有福同享,有难同当" :) ♥
Beatty NPCC all the way ~ Hope the sec2s will have the same spirit back in the unit .
On the way back to jetty, we combined with guangyang sec? And sang some songs haha. And something funny happened to kahwee! His shoes! Hahaha. And we all knew his secret :P ~ Nah, kidding :)
last sight of xxxx .

I ♥ National Police Cadet Corps.
I ♥ Area 4 (!)
I ♥ Area 4 secondary 3s '09 :)
I ♥ Survival Training Camp!
I ♥ PUMAAAAAA ~ :D
I ♥ my squadmates !

Most important of all,
I ♥ everyone from area 4.
:)

Thanks for the memories.

It would be my last camp with NPCC mates in Pulau Ubin and i've enjoyed myself, truly .
If i can just go back for the camp with my awesome bunch of area4 cohord, it'll be the best thing in my life :)
Remember the friendship we forged and the memories we shared.
Not forgetting, each of our unglam posture, our beautiful voices and the fun-filled laughter.
♥ xoxo .




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The most wonderful three days i've spent in Ubin.
With love.


Dawn's breaking @ 9:08:00 PM
farewell ! :)





-screams like a mad woman-

Oh well. I've just bidded farewell to my full score for physics SPA assessment :( good job kale! The full score hates you so much.
So much like how someone hates me. Sigh. I've just realise how much effort one have to put in to hold something, tight.

I've fallen in love with you, basketball (:
You are th reason to me smiling like how i used to. Haha.

And before i forget, today is 090909. A very nice date, but definately not a nice day for me.

Bye.


*edited.
I'm still thinking of my SPA lol. Anyway, after SPA i had a nice basketball session with JEAKKO which really made me feel better. My passion for basketball is back :P
I remembered, my last time touching basketball was 5 years ago. Man !


Dawn's breaking @ 2:02:00 PM
farewell ! :)



Tuesday, September 8, 2009

SPA ~

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whoo! random trying out editing photos at the site bestie told me :D so cool!
I'm gonna change th picture up there. Probably tomorrow :)


I'm back to post using my desktop :D I miss my lappy luh, but idk where my dad put my adapter and there's no batt in my lappy now! D:

Alright. SPA Assessment tmr. Jiayou 3e2! :) I hope Mr Amos Goh is assigned to my lab!!
And all i'm thinking now is spa.
- what if my pencil suddenly spoil (like my bro during his practical exam lol :X)
- what if i cannot see any image.
- what if i faint suddenly (hahaha)
Okay i shall not curse myself.

Friday? :P
is comingggggggggg ~ Hurray!

Byeeeeee.


Dawn's breaking @ 9:54:00 PM
farewell ! :)



Monday, September 7, 2009

Hello!
Blogging using handphone is weird ~
I'm lazy to on my lappy because i'll definately get stuck on the screen for hours. Anyway, my last few days had been pretty enjoyable! (: sorry people, more proper post and pictures after exams. Tmr will be a muggy muggy day for me! Yay, i'm left with chinese zuowen and physics homework, i guess! All the way! =)
Went back to school for 2 continuous spa practices. My swollen eye due to the amount of tears that flowed silently down from my eyes the night before :( thanks chintya, you are th best !
Back to topic. Spa assessment on wed seems scary, partly due to mr goh's briefing!
Jiayou to those 3e1 peeps who will be having their spa assessment tmr!

I have so much to say but time is always th problem :/
I saw something i don't wanna see from someone's facebook :(
Kay. My hand is tired and so am i. I can't get to sleep nowadays and i think i seriously have to stop thinking. Yeah, off.

Seeyou!


Dawn's breaking @ 11:56:00 PM
farewell ! :)



Saturday, September 5, 2009

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It won't fade :)

Oh yup ps uh bestie, i will update photos from my camera soon :X



Hello =D I'm gonna blog about yesterday which is the 4th of Sept :D
Yup, it's our last day of term 3. Which means EOY is coming VERY SOON. And yeah, the first period, we got back our result slip T_T Somehow i'm kind of disappointed with my results. The distinctions are pathetic too. Stuuuuupid comb humans made my report card ugly. That only C6! But i shall work harder =D Thanks to some of my squadmates and classmates for encouragements! Not forgetting Ms Tuan's "persevere". We shall work together, jiayou! :D Next, lessons were far tooooo boring because olivia was not there (haha kidding!). Almost like one-quarter of the class was not present as some were having prelims, absentees blahblah. Which makes the class more dead :/ I still endured through the curriculum hours!
:)

After school ... (the funny thing is coming) We were supposed to meet at the AVA room for our geog test at 1.15pm but zhonghan and i was studying in the council room! When we came out, no one was outside the council room already! So nevermind, the first thought was ... CLASSROOM! We went, but still no one was there. Then we went to comp lab one. For like 20mins, we were searching frantically for where our class was from the 4th storey to the first storey, then back to the forth and 3rd . When finally we were giving up and thought of joining 3E4 for the test when suddenly we saw Mrs Ho coming out of the library! My first sentence was "Huh, so near only?!" It's like less than 100m away from the council room! Grrrrrr. So started on the test. It was alright i think :) After the test, rushed down for NP :D
Shone Sir's last parade! Omg, i'll miss his craziness! :P

Took the sec2s for drills this time round and my squad's attendance is suffering. 8 pathetic NCOs (can you believe it ?!) Ran here and there. Walked here and there. Next, PT :D Took care of the casualties and joined in for the running. Classroom block run :) Damn shiok. Lol. After NP, went home with olive cai xx yili and hazel. Reached home, showered, slack around (took out my report card and start thinking why i'm so dumb?) While comparing my results with the max marks, it's like heaven and hell man! T_T And i slept without me knowing, at around 9.45pm. No one was home when i fell asleep and i didn't eat my dinner. Oh, i didn't eat my lunch too! O: Which means i only survived with a cup of milk in for my breakfast and a bowl of horfan for recess. Not bad, at least those can last me for like 12 hours (:

Anyway, meeting ley later to study and have lunch before going for the concert :D
And this september holiday will not be like a holiday at all. Let me post the schedule :
Today : Storytelling concert.
Tmr : Science Centre :D
Monday : SPA Practices .
Wednesday : SPA assessment.
Thursday : A/E Maths lesson.
Friday : Wii competition cum history lesson [Ah, i wanna help out in the comp (an infinity exclamation mark !!!!!!!!!!!!!!) so mummy, must help me okay. At least let me help reception :D then have to go for history lesson T_T]
Sat : Inter-Unit Quiz (!!!!) Omg. Can we see our area mates? :P
And not forgetting, next parade would be muster parade. (An infinity infinity exlamation mark!!) Finally, my badges! My sergeant rank ? :/

Kay, got to go and prepare :D

为什么?
:) -> :(



Dawn's breaking @ 7:48:00 AM
farewell ! :)



Thursday, September 3, 2009

Yooooooo :D

I'm finally posting after MIA-ing for like 9844654535386 .... days.
Was kind of busy? (nerding!!)
Yeah i enjoyed monday day out with bestie and jy :) Love them to th max like how i love the day!
Shall elaborate more when i have the time!
My uniform is unpacked, geography test tmr and i've yet to study for that.
GG. Oh yep, all the best to all those taking prelims and to my friends who are taking prelim (chinese) tmr :) Jiayou!
And, tmr will be a bad day because i'll be getting back my CA2 result slip. Pray hard that i will not have any underline/red-ink subject. Oh well ...
:/

It doesn't matter anymore luh.
Just smile. Because every 60seconds of frowning is a minute of happiness that you will never get back.
:) Like how i used to! :D


Dawn's breaking @ 9:54:00 PM
farewell ! :)