urgh. 14 more days!
uh ee ah orh :/
this two week must study le.
this is probably my last time using com.
damn tired now. so cant do anything then come online luh.
post about today.
erm, d&t lesson was slacky. didn't do anything, but learnt some life resources from mr tan.
hopefully i'll remember it when im bigger/older/more mature :D

urgh, NP time.
my mood; happy/excited to sad to idk what stupid feelings.
actually wanna enjoy but first thing, we were told about the perth/australia trip this year.
and bof pp got subsidy from the school/what. and TO was like saying;
'these privilege pp are chose from their bof thingi and their performance in NP'
so i'm like wtf? coz slacky ppl names are called which are privileged to go.
walao. i wanna go!! T.T it's really really really very very unfair.
they only need to pay $204 and those not subsidy, $1785.
9TIMES MORE. they only care about bof people luh, like they will care about those who are really enthu in NP which dont have a bof! that really pissed me off.
and wait, some of them dont even deserved to go man, seriously.
they should give the chance to someone who really wanna go and not to bof pp only.
wad if they dont really feel like going, isn't the money school helped to pay wasted?
it's not worth lor. unfair also. haiz! bof bof bof. zzz!
they should like give the chance to people like us, so ke lian T.T!
so archery, skill lost. no bullseye today, no mood plus boring.
im like telling th people who are going to perth "Must buy souvenir for me ah!"
whoa, and they say sure immediately, thanks mates haha!:D
hope they will enjoy themselves.
campcraft, was kind of hyper cos i need cheer my teammates on uh.
then song session a nice one, but i think i didnt enjoy it. my mooooooood T.T

THEN, nearly before dismiss, they tell us that...
life shooting was actually on next tuesday for us! but due to oral, i dunno what now.
everytime also clash clash clash. :/ haiz. actually they say got 1time slot last tues.
im like HAHAHA. they really dunno how to plan -.-, or to organise things one.
and cpl test next parade, i think aft exams. wtfish?
it's like kind of stressing la. exams den cpl test, haiz.
no time to train or what, hopefully there's extra lesson/trainings to buck up on our stuffs which would be tested in cpl test - like WOC, baton drills etcetc.

4more days to english oral.
11 more days to chinese oral.
14more days to eoy exam.
15 more days to yunqi's birthday!:D
few more weeks to corporal test.

hopefully, ATC would not clash with council camp!
hopefully i can go to perth/australia.
or hopefully, i would get the chance to go overseas with my np mates next year.
hopefully, i can pass eoy exam and choose the subjects i want.
hopefully, things would stop clashing.
hopefully, i can get things i wished.
hopefully, everything would change for the better.
hopefully, i'll pass my corporal test w/o any big mistakes.
hopefully hopefully hopefully, life would be better.
:D
and, i really hope for those.
you are the shining star out among the others.
i cant stop myself from catching you. <3